When I was in primary school I had this friend who lived next door.
She told me her mother had breast cancer; and she even took me into her mother's room so that I must go and take a look at how bad her mother's bossom looks... It was all purple and blue... To me it looked sick as I wasn't supposed to have any knowledge at that age of how cancer actually looks like.
Fast forward 10 years later after she moved away I asked one of her mother's old friends "how is aunt _____ doing, did she recover from the cancer? Is she still alive?"
This "friend" of my ex friend's mother hated this woman like the pest because she just used her and abused her friendship; also I heard that my ex friend abused and harassed her daughter like her mother did her.
She said: "What are you talking about? She never had cancer; she only fell down the stairs and got a few blue bruises on her chest because of it. No no; she is still fat and healthy; there's nothing wrong with her and never was!"
So I said: "Really; wow; because that awful image of someone dying of breast cancer laying in the bed with bluish bruises all over her chest stuck with me all this years; really a bad memory!!!"
She replied: "Yes they are both mental people since the daughter and the mother would do anything for attention even if it means making up some stupid story that never even happened or just some lie; they feed off the attention they get from anyone they are capable to deceive for just that moment of a little bit of attention".
And I thought to myself:
"I just find it disgusting that both the mother and the daughter would conspire against a 12 year old to deceive her; leading her into a room where the mother would expose her blue chest to a child to evoke pity from the child all to make the child believe that the mother is actually sick".
WTF seriously... I just realized that if my ex friend's mother's ex friend did not tell me the Truth about these people that I would have never known; and this fake memory would have always been stuck in my head like a pestering parasite feeding off my fears and energy; well that is the power of a lie - imagine if I still believed that lie for more 10 to 30 years on... As with any lie...the longer you believe the more hold it has over you... Now if you never knew the Truth you might die without knowing.
If the Truth comes out it must be a good thing...it must lead you in the right direction to a better understanding of mankind...I am afraid that without knowing a crucial Truth in your life you may never spiritually evolve...
The same with believing stupid lies such as someone being the "new jesus" or "messiah" and being a mindless groupie of that person... How would you ever evolve if you can't see past the lies? The same with people going the Dogmatic Christian way without even really knowing God or anything about spirituality; going to church and leaving with empty souls. The same with not believing in Ghosts until one actually appears to you... You'll never really know anything about that person or group of people if you don't know the Truth about them - what they really stand for and believe in.
She told me her mother had breast cancer; and she even took me into her mother's room so that I must go and take a look at how bad her mother's bossom looks... It was all purple and blue... To me it looked sick as I wasn't supposed to have any knowledge at that age of how cancer actually looks like.
Fast forward 10 years later after she moved away I asked one of her mother's old friends "how is aunt _____ doing, did she recover from the cancer? Is she still alive?"
This "friend" of my ex friend's mother hated this woman like the pest because she just used her and abused her friendship; also I heard that my ex friend abused and harassed her daughter like her mother did her.
She said: "What are you talking about? She never had cancer; she only fell down the stairs and got a few blue bruises on her chest because of it. No no; she is still fat and healthy; there's nothing wrong with her and never was!"
So I said: "Really; wow; because that awful image of someone dying of breast cancer laying in the bed with bluish bruises all over her chest stuck with me all this years; really a bad memory!!!"
She replied: "Yes they are both mental people since the daughter and the mother would do anything for attention even if it means making up some stupid story that never even happened or just some lie; they feed off the attention they get from anyone they are capable to deceive for just that moment of a little bit of attention".
And I thought to myself:
"I just find it disgusting that both the mother and the daughter would conspire against a 12 year old to deceive her; leading her into a room where the mother would expose her blue chest to a child to evoke pity from the child all to make the child believe that the mother is actually sick".
WTF seriously... I just realized that if my ex friend's mother's ex friend did not tell me the Truth about these people that I would have never known; and this fake memory would have always been stuck in my head like a pestering parasite feeding off my fears and energy; well that is the power of a lie - imagine if I still believed that lie for more 10 to 30 years on... As with any lie...the longer you believe the more hold it has over you... Now if you never knew the Truth you might die without knowing.
If the Truth comes out it must be a good thing...it must lead you in the right direction to a better understanding of mankind...I am afraid that without knowing a crucial Truth in your life you may never spiritually evolve...
The same with believing stupid lies such as someone being the "new jesus" or "messiah" and being a mindless groupie of that person... How would you ever evolve if you can't see past the lies? The same with people going the Dogmatic Christian way without even really knowing God or anything about spirituality; going to church and leaving with empty souls. The same with not believing in Ghosts until one actually appears to you... You'll never really know anything about that person or group of people if you don't know the Truth about them - what they really stand for and believe in.
LOSE THE LIES AND EMBRACE THE TRUTH;
AND
YOUR LIFE WILL CHANGE FOR THE BETTER!!!!
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