I can tell you what is wrong with you.
You are not going insane because you are special.
I mean it is not like you are being possessed by the devil or a demon.
It is not like your chakras are igniting and therefore your entire equilibrium is now screwed, and you cannot get back to feeling normal, balanced and healthy.
It is not like when Jesus died on the cross, you were next in line to the prophets' throne.
It has really nothing to do with you being special at all.
No, it is part of some narcissistic, selfish sickness of your dark psyche, that wants to be loved.
That wants to stand out in the crowd, that seeks acknowledgment for being far more admired than your fellow brother or sister. Like being part of the High School cool kids group, having a second chance at High School fame.
To you it is nothing but part of a human vanity, a common sickness suffered by all of mankind. Yet you will never acknowledge it to your equally sick as fuck followers.
YOU WANT TO BE LOVED, YOU WANT ATTENTION ABOVE ANYTHING.
AND YOU WILL DO ANYTHING TO GET IT, EVEN LIE TO LOOK COOL OR STRANGE, STUCK ON THE FRINGE.
Or gather your little group of followers ONLINE to feel you miraculously accomplished something in your pathetic life.
What are you trying to hide?
That you are a weak ass motherfucker with a low self-esteem and an INFERIORITY COMPLEX that drives your SUPERIORITY COMPLEX and bullying of others, so that they can feel like NOTHING, so that you may feel like everything.
I am going to keep this short.
My observation of the otherkin is as follows:
* one asshole always wants to be more special than the next;
* they call each other out as fakes to feel more entitled to attention.
When one insane motherfucker calls out another insane motherfucker on their bullshit, you have to recognize the irony in it all.
I got the attitude "do you know who the fuck you are talking to? Because I am God's divine archangel incarnate sent to earth, you better shut the fuck up!"
Yes I know who I am talking to - a delusional bitch.
This comes down to my closing paragraph - let's talk about some serious new age bullshit going on.
See we have the angels incarnate (let us call them love and lighters) who are supposed to be in synch with the NEW AGE ONENESS, who are constantly bringing each other down. [WHERE IS THE LOVE IN RECIPROCATED BULLYING?] They are constantly telling the next "angelkin" what a bullshitter they are, because they want to be the only SPECIAL SNOWFLAKE, whose SYNDROME gets fed by other delusional pricks, as in WILLING FOLLOWERS, who like to be manipulated for some sick reason, who want to follow someone WHO CANNOT THINK FOR THEMSELVES (the head otherkin following new age bullshit like their lives depend on it) because they (gullible followers) FEAR TO THINK FOR THEMSELVES TOO. So you get one asshole whose head ain't screwed on right, getting followed by another asshole who doesn't want to think HARD because that shit is hard and painful man.
Then you get darker otherkin, those who call themselves demonkin or any other monsterkin - the same shit goes down there. But at least it is understandable since they are more in tune with their dark side, to act like raging jealous bitches fits their profile just fine, or isn't it just another form of the "light kin" NARC SICKNESS?
ALL IN ALL - OTHERKIN ARE BETTER AT ATTENTION WHORING THAN JEHOVA'S WITNESSES OR PLASTIC (CLIQUES). THEY ARE BETTER AT BULLYING PEOPLE BECAUSE THEY FEEL ENTITLED TO ALL THE SPECIAL ATTENTION. IN FACT THEY ARE NO BETTER THAN ANY ZEALOT WHO TRY TO ENFORCE THEIR SUPERIORITY COMPLEX DOWN ON PEOPLE THEY DON'T WANT TO SEE SHINE OR BEING LAVISHED WITH THE SAME TYPE OF ATTENTION.
BUT MOST OF ALL - THEY ARE NO BETTER THAN THREE YEAR OLDS, WITH TERRIBLE THREES TEMPER TANTRUMS, WHEN ALL THE ATTENTION ISN'T ON THEM AND THEIR IMMEDIATE SELFISH NEEDS - FUCK A GREATER PURPOSE, SHIT LIKE WORLD HUNGER ETC CAN WAIT, THEY WANT TO BE FED RIGHT NOW WITH ALL YOUR DELINQUENT ATTENTION.
TELLING THESE CHEAP FUCKS TO FUCK OFF OR TROLLING THEM IN ANY SENSE, GIVES THEM A BIGGER SENSE OF IMPORTANCE. DON'T INFLATE THEIR EGOS BY BECOMING A FAN OF THEIR BULLSHIT. EVEN IF YOU TRY TO DEBUNK THEM, THEY WILL BE FLATTERED, BECAUSE ALL YOUR ATTENTION IS ON THEM, AND NOT FOCUSED ON SOMETHING MORE IMPORTANT IN LIFE THAN THEM.
i don't know what the fuck it is they think they are awakening to, but to me it is nothing but an awakening to bullshit and not realising it for what it is. Hence the difference between a kundalini survivor (true guru head) and an asshole stuck in christ consciousness (special snowflake syndrome).
