NEW AGE FUCKERY TO THE EGO

I wrote a post about you not being a victim to your circumstances and that you are able to effect change. 

Something else came to mind while writing the mentioned post.

That is that NEW AGERS IN GENERAL are stuck in the social conditioning schemes, instead of being stubborn and mentally retarded christians, they now become part of new fucked up religions that also fuels the ego, pretty much as any secular religion or cult would accomplish. Such as becoming part of the Galatic Federation of Light (Ashtar Command crew), believing themselves as part of the INDIGO CHILD cult, the starseed cult or any OTHERKIN cult for that regard.

These cults make people believe that they are separate from other people, that they are chosen peoples, that they are MORE GODLY than other people - furthering the new age agenda of separation, hate, intolerance and division all the more, to create a society that simply cannot live with each other, due to their EGO telling them that they are MORE SUPERIOR to their fellow man.

Bottomline, if you join some otherkin or new age cult, or any secular religion, or anything that makes you think you are morally superior to other human beings, that gives you a reason (and one fucked up excuse) to treat other people with utter disdain. Then you are stuck on the same KARMIC PATH, wicked cycle of life and death, neverending ASLEEP descendance into the MADNESS OF SOCIAL CONDITIONING, instead of a true liberation from the said cycle and progressing towards a true spiritual ASCENDANCE.

THESE NEW AGE FUCKERS ARE ONLY GOOD AT (AND ONE IN) ONE THING, AND THAT IS FUCKING THEMSELVES AND OTHERS OVER. They are far from spiritual, and are more likely to be classified as Multiple Personality Disorder cases, bordering on Bipolar (trolling and humiliating anyone who stands in their way of "self fuckery") and of course suffering from histrionic personality syndrome (being drama queens and painstaking attention whores).

FUCK THE NEW AGE COMMUNITY. WHY? BECAUSE THEY ARE APPARENTLY SICKER THAN SECULAR CULTS, BY DEEMING THEMSELVES DIFFERENT YET BEING ONE IN THE SAME JOKER TYPES. Their reality and sense of self is no different than that of a regular bigotted CHRISTIAN OR MUSLIM person. Question is, are they more dangerous to society, due to a more aggressive dissociative personality syndrome? Are they more prone to commit crime, because any right or wrong is totally relative in their twisted realities? Or are they just as CHRISTIANS/MULSIMS in total denial of how religious (spiritual) hypocrisy is nothing but lethal to the minds and people around them? 

Religion and any wayward spiritual practice is as good as practicing systematic murder on any human being's soul.

FAMILY MAKES ME SICK

It is a great shame that I have to write this during a Christmas season, when families are supposed to come close and actually be there for each other.

But in my life, the family who I thought would always be there for me, is simply incapable of being there for me on an emotional level at all.

Let's say due to our religious differences - them being dumb christian zealots who cannot go a day without NOT thinking for themselves, and me being the agnostic crazy cousin. I don't want anything financially from them as well, heaven forbid I don't want to create more ties than the TOXIC EMOTIONAL BONDS I already worked so hard to sever.

So the story goes one of my family members asked me if I would come to visit them, via a request on facebook. At first I said yes, but then I was thinking to myself, going through my memory bank of the past five years - why I initially severed all contact with them. My stomach started to act up and I felt like I was going to vomit. Which is strange since the whole week I feel constipated, then I hear I must go to visit the family, and all of a sudden I get diarrhea and fall into a dark cloud of anxiety.

And to top it all off - this week I almost broke my ankle and a ligament was torn. Now I must wear this supporting cast they call a moonboot. And I know how my uncle and grandparents would greet me - first ask me what happened to my foot, then tell me how stupid I am for falling, and then laughing at the situation I am in. These people seriously lack any sense of compassion - maybe it is due to their psycho-sociopathic religious relations. Or just because they are limp brained pricks, as simple as that. 

Or the fact that my aunt thinks I want to seduce my uncle and want to compete with me in a childish manner. This family situation is just fucked up. I just think my aunt is intimidated by me or even jealous - something that has nothing to do with me actually wanting her stupid ass husband. More over I believe it is due to  her religious upbringing, and her strict parents, that made her hate herself so much, suffering from a complete lack of self-esteem due to religious indoctrination - that she is INTIMIDATED and THREATENED by anyone who she feels challenges her self-worth. This is also unchristian like to falsely suspect and wanting to look down on someone because YOU HAVE A PROBLEM with yourself. 

It is absolutely not my problem if my aunt chooses to live a shallow life - and feel the need to compete with a deep and free spirited soul like I am.  Someone (me) who released the very bonds that keeps her (my aunt)  captive. Yes I believe it is ENVY and not jealousy, for the latter requires STRESS that someone is going to take away what  you have. She wants however what I have - the person that she can never be, due to keeping herself mentally imprisoned by her own distorted belief structures.


I sure as fuck don't want to go there on a Saturday, to sleepover, and go to CHURCH with them on Sunday. First I look as if I just escaped war alive with my foot cast, and second I don't have time for that bullshit. These people are not deep, they are superficial and judgmental - the type of people who would rather buy their kids braces to make them feel good than actually talk to them to find out what really bothers them inside.

My aunt is 16 years my senior, yet she still lives in a childlike mentality - due to her always wanting to impress SOCIETY, and always wanting to do what is right according to WHAT SHE THINKS, people thinks, is RIGHT for her to live by.

I used to like her better, when she was unmarried, childless and free spirited and there was more room for development. She seems stuck today. And her dreams have become unattainable by herself. And she lives through her children and social status being married to a wealthy businessman.

I hope I never end up like her, to crucify my soul on society's lame standards. Sad fact is - her husband is just as shallow as fuck as she is. Who wants that, who needs this type of relationship? Only a zombie, slave to this world. They are so concerned with pleasing the world and society, that they completely lost track of themselves AND THEIR CHILDREN who are doomed to fit into the mold they parents created for them to live by.

And of course there is always my father who compares my siblings and I to our cousins, telling us how fucked up we are and how cool they are - then I simply remind him "well these assholes need to grow up some time, they are just crashes waiting to happen". Some fucks need to come back to earth, and some even die before that can happen and their soul can attain true depth. There is no satisfaction in leaving this earth a shallow piece of trash, and getting at heaven's gates EMPTY HANDED. The difference between my father's brother's children and my brother and I, is that WE tasted the ground a long time ago, we actually grew up faster, due to having to deal with REALITY as it is, and not as society portrays it. Can we say that we are more humble than they are, more humility? Definitely.

Let's take for example my brother and I grew up with a father who is emotionally explosive, yay to the scorpio trait. My father always manifested his emotions in some sick way, he never really let it get bottled up. Which is different from his family or brothers and sisters, because they would rather keep their shit in and veiled or clouded from their children. My father is thus different, yet similar to his siblings in some sick way.  Point being made is that if it was not for HIM making his children deal with his emotional suffering, we would not have grown as the people we are today, laid back and even empathetic etc. Is this a benefit of child abuse? LMFAO

My father's siblings' children on the other hand, well their parents fear their emotions more than my father ever did, and failed to express them so that people can really understand them, because it is a sin AND improper you know and then I hear my father's MOTTO: I WON'T LIVE A LIE.

Anyway I stayed at home, and let my parents go on their own together with my little sister to the FAMILY, even though my aunt prepared my bed because I said I was going, I just felt too sick to go there again, it never changes, the story is always the same - the same shallow shit plays off every time. Now I UNDERSTAND why my father always expressed his emotions so vehemently - because that family simply NEVER TALKED TO EACH OTHER, other than the casual and stupid small talk. Well fuck that shit, I don't have time for that shit, I deal with it at my work. I need some time alone too you know, where I can be REAL WITH MYSELF. And luckily I can do that on my weekends. I don't want to waste it on the same superficial shit I deal with everyday.

sometimes dreaming about fucked up shit

You have to be funny about it and honest about it. You can't leave yourself out of that mix. You have to be honest enough to say, I'm that messed-up one in the family. ~ Louie Anderson quotes

How the New Age Community Taught Me Not To Give A Fucking Fuck

Today I was just thinking.

How the New Age community, made me lose all my faith in humans altogether.

How they taught me that even though they promise love and light, all you get is bullshit and hatred.

It is sad that such a community that want to tell us they are here to raise vibrations and consciousness on planet earth would make people HATE HUMANS MORE.

In fact I thought to myself.........you let people live as they want, and NEVER interfere even if they NEED help because THEY WOULD ONLY SCOLD you for it.

SO FUCK THEM!!!

They have taught me WHAT HUMANS REALLY ARE.

Sometimes getting harassed and abused over and over again...can do that to someone.

TO JUST NOT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS TO ANYBODY ANYMORE...BECAUSE THE MOMENT YOU CARE IS THE MOMENT YOU GET HATED.

So bottomline is, FOCUS ON YOUR OWN LIFE.........FUCK THE NEW AGERS, they are obviously GODs and can take good care of themselves, even if they are total twits to those who USED TO CARE A GREAT DEAL about what happens to them.

Anyhow I had my full of any person claiming to be a werewolf, fairy, angel, alien or any other magical fucking thing.

The new age community, and in particular the otherkin and starseed communities, are totally fucked up...the people in it, are SICKER than any person claiming to be mentally diseased or "normal" in the conformist sense of the word.........

I have no empathy for anyone joining a cult, be it a christian or new age cult.........they are all idiots vouching for the same thing, not realizing how similar the fucking cults are, that it somehow blinds them, because they don't KNOW WHAT IS A FUCKING CULT, AND don't want to know because it pleases them to be ignorant of WHAT THE NEW AGE COMMUNITY IS, it pleases them to THINK LIKE SHEEP AND TO SPEAK WITH AND LIKE THE CROWD............in fact they are to me all like zombies who cannot think for themselves, and only move when some sick animal need moves them to do so...and this 'new age identity' is the only thing they fucking have that keeps them "alive" or surviving...as if they feed off being a special snowflake..........because the world just makes them hate themselves so much already, they just have to be a special snowflake to REALLY tell the world HOW MUCH they are HATED not only by the world but they themselves too.

In any case, I am just fucking pissed off at these fucking people. Why? Because they actually make people hate them more than loving them, people don't see them as special, they see them as fucking clowns especially when they drop the love and light facade for the true nature to come out.

I think the main reason people want to join the new age community is because they are tired of people acting like twits, and try to seek out people who act more decent or who act more "human"...........only to find the same type of shit in the new age circles..........proving that they are no more special than the fucked up  humans outside of their special snowflake complex or "ego bubble" going on.

LESSON: HUMANS DON'T CHANGE WHEN THEY WEAR A "SPECIAL SNOWFLAKE MASK/SUIT".

~* Even if a monkey wears a golden ring, it is and remains an ugly thing *~

LOVE AND LIGHT - THE IRRITATION AND DELUSIONAL INSPIRATION

I just read this article where a guy writes an entire page on HOW IT IS NOT A GOOD IDEA TO INSPIRE PEOPLE, and to SIMPLY NOT DO IT for very practical reasons

Basically what he says is that too much positive inspiration comes down to insulting people.

Or maybe what he is trying to say here is that the inspiration comes down to BULLSHIT, or trying to sugarcoat things.......

I have read a lot of "positive facebook posts"...all intended to inspire people........but I often feel as if though someone is trying to bullshit me, why?

Because it just does not feel REAL.......it is just not how LIFE really is or perhaps MEANT to be.

In any case, one can also become stuck in READING TO MUCH inspirational quotes, and then TOTALLY FORGETTING to live your life, or solve your real problems.......

The same with this new age bullshit...they only read about love and shit, but are rarely involved in the real world.

This is how they temporarily escape from their sad lives......

READING ABOUT BEING POSITIVE...while in fact they DO NOTHING IN their REAL LIFE to make it happen...

They would rather dream of being positive, than act TO BE positive.

ANYHOW, if someone tells someone they are a werewolf for inspiration.......is that inspiration when it only leads them downhill? When they start to attention whore online FOR MORE ADMIRATION because some delusional prick told them they were special? Is it at all productive in any sense?

Or if they tell you that you are a descendant of some star race of demi-gods...and you go on GALACTIC FEDERATION OF LIGHT websites, to tell the world how special you are........

YES IN SOME CASES, inspiration can be lethal........especially if taken or processed in the wrong way.

Please take a look at the definition of inspiration IT IS NOT ONLY DEFINED as being divine, but rather an act or something that has the effect of influence over somebody, whether that be good or bad.

GALACTIC FEDERATION OF LIGHT RELOADED

lol

THERE IS A NEW YOUTUBE CHANNEL POKING FUN AT THE GALACTIC FEDERATION OF LIGHT....called TEAM LIGHT.

MUST SEE FOR A LAUGH TO COMIC RELIEF FROM ALL THIS EXPOSING FRAUDS BETTER KNOWN AS CUNNING MORONS.

new age irony............. yawns not even worth a facepalm

It is beautiful to love the ordinary. pic.twitter.com/i7AkgF4Pe4

— Pûlsår ॐ (@New_Age_Mage) November 19, 2013

new agers are nothing but self deluded trolls

i have found that new agers aka love and lighters aka magical "beings" are nothing but TROLLS, 

who use the internet NOT TO TEACH PEOPLE about spirituality,

but to troll and harass people....

to use them as an outlet for their own insecurities,

using people as scapegoats to vent their shit on,

using otherkin-ism as an excuse to trample over other people,

to treat them like shit..................

to feel powerful and in control,

but to me if they do it they only show how weak and pathetic they really are...

they want people to think they are powerful and special,

but doing it this way "forcing people to like them or to see them as powerful",

is nothing but weak arse bullying....

showing us they are really people with low self esteem issues taking it out on people they think they can mess with...

in short they hate themselves soooo fucking much taking on this other persona to run away from the self hate and laying blame on other people for their miserable fucking lives EVEN IF THEY NEVER EVEN MET THEM...

they use bullying to run away from the pain and confusion of their identity crisis.