RACIST NEW AGERS, BLACK GODS & BLACK CHOSEN ONES

NEW AGERS COULD YOU PLEASE stop abusing online social networking for your new age indoctrination bullshit.
Help keep the internet clean and free of NEW AGE SCAMS, THANKS!

how about you throw your new age bullshit into the new matrix of lies you spread

HEADS UP, TRUE TRUTHERS, AND PEOPLE WHO ARE TRULY ENLIGHTENED - TAKE HEED OF THE NEW CON ON THE NEW AGE BLOCK - THAT IS RACIST NEW AGEISM.

There is a black NEW AGER with a Messiah complex on facebook, calling herself "Auset Sen" with the nickname "Neteru", which I doubt is her real name, quite possibly a conglomeration of Egyptian Mythology and New Agey terms to make her sound like a black Goddess of the time. I doubt that she is the same black woman RUNNING the website of the GALACTIC FEDERATION OF LIGHT (ASHTAR COMMAND), calling herself ISHTAR.

It is funny that her facebook profile link says "ISIS boggs". That's right prepare yourself for THE SPIRITUAL TERRORISTS OF THE TIME. White new agers are nutters, but this shit about black new agers leading a movement that they are the REAL STARSEEDS, THE CHOSEN PEOPLE OF THE TIME, WITH THE ONLY REAL "BLACK" GODS, AND THE REAL TRUTH, should scare the fuck out you. Why? Keywords like WHITE GENOCIDE and other Racial Crimes relating to violence against white people might come to mind, and/or words like communism, and enslavement of WHITES, as well as reverse racist ideologies being instituted which has nothing to do with EQUALITY OR ONENESS that these "light workers" purport to promote.

She claims that she doesn't believe in physical warfare, only spiritual warfare, but some would take her teachings too far if they are already deranged enough to think she is some guru speaking the truth. She is trying to outdo her enemy - white folks - mentally while at the same time exploiting herself and her idiot followers, by believing the bullshit she does. Clearly her guru-ism stems form nothing but a deep-seated racial hatred, AND not UNCONDITIONAL LOVE but SELF-LOVE.

(keep in mind that the Goddesses ISIS AND ISHTAR are both names relating to SATAN'S WIFE, AND WHO IS SATAN AGAIN? THE FATHER OF LIES ACCORDING TO THE CHRISTIAN BIBLE!!! - if you are a folklore fanatic you would understand this)

This demented new ager, claims that she is here TO LEAD HER PEOPLE, NOT THE PEOPLE, BUT HER PEOPLE. She further claims to be an oracle of her people, here to set them free of the EVIL WHITE SYSTEM, AFTER claiming that a BLACK WOMAN WROTE "THE MATRIX"-storyline (which was proven  so ridiculous, the Court didn't even hear this woman's case, she didn't even appear for Court dates). 

She also TRIES TO teach HER 11 000 (Eleven thousand) FOLLOWERS on facebook how the WHITES (and apparently the Chinese too - the so called all around Caucasian threat) stole everything from them, and that INCLUDES BUDDHA.  Apparently BUDDHA WAS ORIGINALLY A BLACK MALE THAT THE CHINESE NOW WORSHIP. According to her ALL GODS AND ALL GODS OF EVERY RELIGION ARE BASED ON BLACK MESSIAHS AND BLACK JESUS FIGURES, her words on her page "the deeper you go, the blacker the gods".

Might I remind the reader that Indians are also classified as Cuacasion, so in her reasoning, even the Hindu and Muslim gods would stem from  BLACK GODS, and that all religious repertoire was originally appropriated from BLACK CULTURE.

She also goes so far as to claim being fully enlightened and self-conscious, which is fucking ridiculous. Seeing that she claims to awaken souls at Niburu - another new age term for bringing heaven to Earth that type of shit, a NEW SPIRITUAL KINGDOM. But she talks of WARFARE AND PREPARING FOR BATTLE AGAINST PEOPLE WHO DON'T THINK LIKE HER "BLACK" PEOPLE. NICE. SO MUCH FOR WORLD PEACE. Oh and according to her ALL BLACK PEOPLE ARE THEIR OWN GODS, AND THE JUSTICE SYSTEM IS A SHAM, TO LOCK CRIMINALS UP IS ONLY TO SPREAD MORE CRIME ON THE STREETS - TYPICAL INDIGO CHILD INDOCTRINATION. You know, because to have murderers, rapists and child molesters run amok in the outside world, THOSE BLACK CRIMINALS WHO ARE NOT LOCKED UP IN PRISON, is totally okay.

Just thought this entirely interesting and DISTURBING at the same time. You must log in to facebook to view her timeline, apparently she isn't proud enough yet to HAVE A PUBLIC FACEBOOK PAGE. But stupid enough to have public posts about HOW SHE IS THE QUEEN OF THE BLACK PEOPLE, here to SET THE IGNORANT AND EVIL WHITES STRAIGHT, and how her followers should engage in "self-knowledge" how they are black gods who must join her in her fight.

apparently these starseeds' souls are not old enough to know they are spreading bullshit, but they should be old enough to have common sense by now, unless they are mentally damaged or their genetics are terribly screwed up.

This Auset Sen lady is LEADING PEOPLE BACK TO NIBURU HEY, what the FUCK IS NIBURU? THE HOME OF THE SO CALLED REPTILIAN GODS and the Annunaki aliens.

The aliens who came to ENSLAVE all human beings (whether you are BLACK OR  WHITE, INDIAN OR CHINESE) , with BULLSHIT SYSTEMS, DOCTRINES AND LIES, to feed their own evil natures and build their wicked master plan of mental enslavement on Planet Earth.

It is funny that some black new agers even hold that WHITE PEOPLE ARE THE NIBURIAN-ANNUNAKI REPTILIAN GODS instead, who made the black people to be their slaves. HA HA !!! Something is clearly not adding up in her NIBURU equation.

She claims to STUDY real hard regarding all the spiritual Mysteries of life, and that she questions everything she is presented with. I CALL BULLSHIT MADAM!!!!!!! You only hear what you want to hear - typical new age behaviour to fuel a common new age Messiah Complex coupled by a severe self-serving Attention Whoring Agenda.

I DOUBT she researched what Niburu truly means, she only went with the much lighter and romanticized New Age Version thereof - about LOVELY DOVEY ALIENS that will come from that PLANET, NOT TO EAT YOUR SOULS BUT TO BRING PEACE AND HEAVEN TO EARTH. She probably thinks her so called "divine soul" stems from there too - created as some alien-hybrid [ REPTOID] incarnate, imbued with magical influential powers on the meek human race.

It sounds about right in relation to what these stupid new age little shits are up to, without even trying to know what it is they are doing, because they are MENTALLY SO HIGH, on their MESSIAH COMPLEX taking off, they are incapable to hear themselves from an objective point of view. Yup no Kundalini survivors here, you cannot be a true guru unless you survived the TRUE KUNDALINI AWAKENING. Which makes me ASK the question whether new agers truly awakened to anything at all, other than stumbling on the bullshit that they like to hear ONLINE and winging it from there?

IT IS SERIOUSLY FUNNY THAT AFTER THE NEW AGE's TERRIBLE 2012 FAIL, THERE ARE STILL IDIOTS KEEPING THIS NEW AGE AGENDA WELL AND ALIVE. I GUESS ATTENTION WHORES WOULD USE ANYTHING FOR KICKS, NO MATTER WHAT, AS LONG AS THEY GET THEIR NARCISSISTIC-SOCIOPATHIC KICKS FROM TRYING TO EXPLOIT PEOPLE WITH BULLSHIT.

WHAT IS THE SCARIEST PART OF THIS WHOLE THING? 

PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY THINK PEOPLE LIKE THIS ARE WORTH FOLLOWING!!!

The Moment someone uses the NEW AGE as an EXCUSE to spread RACIAL HATE, SHOULD BE one of your - "ah-ha" MOMENTS, seeing how terribly fucked up this NEW AGE MOVEMENT REALLY IS!!! Ask yourself are they really spreading love, or are they deliberately spreading bullshit to create more HATRED AND SEPARATION amongst the people of the ENTIRE HUMAN RACE?

FINAL THOUGHT ON THIS TOPIC - IF YOU ARE GOING TO SPREAD HATE, DON'T THINK YOU ARE GOING TO BE MET WITH LOVE AND ACCEPTANCE, WHEN YOU DENY SAME TO FELLOW HUMAN BEINGS, WHO HAVE A DIFFERENT TYPE OF SKIN COLOUR THAN YOU. AT THIS POINT PEOPLE SHOULD LAUGH AT THESE "BLACK NEW AGE GODS  AND GODDESSES" BECAUSE THIS IS GETTING RIDICULOUS AS FUCK!!! THEY DON'T EVOKE A SENSE OF AWE FROM PEOPLE WITH COMMON SENSE, NOR THE WHITE PEOPLE (AND/OR OTHER CAUCASIANS) THAT THEY SEEK TO DEMONIZE.

MESSAGE TO  NEW AGE FUCKS OF ALL COLOURS, YOU HAVE BEEN PLAYED BY YOUR OWN VANITY BY A BELIEF SYSTEM THAT TELLS YOU ONLY WHAT YOU LIKE TO HEAR, THEREFORE IT IS NOT TOO LATE TO:

NEW AGE BULLSHIT: RACISM, MURDER & REINCARNATION

The New Age of Love is one big fucking LIE; it is nothing but bullshit; to keep idiot new age cult followers obedient and subservient to DARKNESS. 

Why the fuck would I say that?

Let's see - because the NEW AGE tells people to AVOID ALL NEGATIVITY, to do absolutely fuck all [NOTHING] about EVIL taking place right in front of them. To me that doctrine spells "ACCEPT EVIL SHIT, YOU CAN DO ZILCH ABOUT IT, AND IF YOU DO, YOU ARE NO LONGER A LOVE AND LIGHTER, YOU ARE NO LONGER A FUN LOVING HIPPIE, WHEN YOU FIGHT FIRE WITH FIRE OR GROW SOME ACTUAL BALLS TO STARE EVIL IN THE FACE AND ACTUALLY TRY STOPPING IT YOU WILL BE REJECTED AS AN EVIL SON OF BITCH YOURSELF"

Okay, okay, why the fucking rant?

Well look the fuck around you, you spineless NEW AGE fucktard, you say the NEW AGE OF LOVE AND AWARENESS IS HERE, think again, More than a 100 People have been killed in france in a Islam Terrorist attack, a Russian Aircraft was bombed over Egypt suspected to have been targetted by the same Terrorist group, 224 people dead (MURDERED BY ANOTHER IDIOT CULT), PEOPLE still STRUGGLE with PREJUDICE everyday, the SYSTEM IS DRAINING each citizen dry, with TAX and whatever thing they can get to deprive the SOUL OF TRUE INDEPENDENCE AND POWER. Oh and don't forget the RACISM, like the recent event in AMERICA where BLACK STUDENTS AND BLACK EXTREMISTS FALSELY ACCUSE WHITE PEOPLE OF RACISM AND OTHER BULLSHIT, JUST TO DEPRIVE THEM OF A LIVING. Just to name a few.

Where the fuck is the strong INDIGO children to fight ISIS? To stop this fucking madness?

I will conclude this post by talking about REINCARNATION: NEW AGERS BELIEVE, post some sad shit on facebook, about how much you care about PARIS, RUSSIANS AND OTHER EUROPEANS BEING VICTIMS OF HATE AND TERRORIST CRIMES, but they don't really give a fuck. They only post that shit, and change their profile pic to the paris flag overlay, to look as if they are actually compassionate human beings, with real feelings, to play on the feelings of people around them, to manipulate them into thinking " wow this person is so sweet and caring, maybe they will be a good friend"........... uuuuuhm no, not a fuck. Psychopaths like these who feed on sadness of other people for their own gain, are not GOOD PEOPLE, FUCK they aren't even smart people if you ask me. Well they think they are, to see how many followers they can get by pretending to give an actual fuck about even kids being killed in Syria for example.


Anyhow, if these fuckheads believe in reincarnation, why don't they try to SAVE the world or their FUTURE on this planet, so they say leave everything to shit, let everything go to shit on this plane of existence, but you know we MIGHT COME back to this shithole. Great care there to preserve YOUR PLANETARY SCHOOL you fucking moronic cult followers.

The new age is nothing but toxic, telling people that DESTRUCTION IS OKAY, because don't get your hands dirty trying to STOP IT, TRYING TO PRESERVE ANYTHING, because that is CRAMPING THE NEW AGER'S "HANDS OFF" STYLE.

On a last note - they seem to forget that ONLY SOULS who are brave enough to make a real difference, gets true DIVINE pardon and/or favour. While new agers sit on their asses, they must think about the SOLDIERS for example, who are making a real difference trying to fight evil, risking their lives for the lives of other people, now that is true sacrifice.

NEW AGERS ARE NOTHING BUT WHINEY SON OF BITCHES, WITH NO REAL PURPOSE IN LIFE, WHO LIVE IN A DREAM WORLD OF THEIR OWN, AND COULDN'T GIVE A FUCK IT THE WORLD AROUND THEM GOES UP IN FLAMES. THEIR LOVE IS FAKE, AND HAS NO COURAGE LINKED TO IT. 

NEW AGER - FUCK YOU THIS IS FOR YOU:

NOT SO SPECIAL SNOWFLAKE IN MY EYES, GO FUCK YOURSELF AND MAY THE OTHER PEOPLE YOU FUCK OVER WITH YOUR BELIEFS FUCK YOU RIGHT IN THE BACK WITH A SHARP EDGED KARMA STICK

OPEN LETTER TO OTHERKIN TROLLS

I can tell you what is wrong with you.

You are not going insane because you are special.

I mean it is not like you are being possessed by the devil or a demon.

It is not like your chakras are igniting and therefore your entire equilibrium is now screwed, and you cannot get back to feeling normal, balanced and healthy.

It is not like when Jesus died on the cross, you were next in line to the prophets' throne.

It has really nothing to do with you being special at all.

No, it is part of some narcissistic, selfish sickness of your dark psyche, that wants to be loved.

That wants to stand out in the crowd, that seeks acknowledgment for being far more admired than your fellow brother or sister. Like being part of the High School cool kids group, having a second chance at High School fame.

To you it is nothing but part of a human vanity, a common sickness suffered by all of mankind. Yet you will never acknowledge it to your equally sick as fuck followers.

YOU WANT TO BE LOVED, YOU WANT ATTENTION ABOVE ANYTHING.

AND YOU WILL DO ANYTHING TO GET IT, EVEN LIE TO LOOK COOL OR STRANGE, STUCK ON THE FRINGE.

Or gather your little group of followers ONLINE to feel you miraculously accomplished something in your pathetic life.

What are you trying to hide?

That you are a weak ass motherfucker with a low self-esteem and an INFERIORITY COMPLEX that drives your SUPERIORITY COMPLEX and bullying of others, so that they can feel like NOTHING, so that you may feel like everything.

OTHERKIN ARE NARCISSISTS

I am going to keep this short.

My observation of the otherkin is as follows:

* one asshole always wants to be more special than the next;
* they call each other out as fakes to feel more entitled to attention.

When one insane motherfucker calls out another insane motherfucker on their bullshit, you have to recognize the irony in it all.

I got the attitude "do you know who the fuck you are talking to? Because I am God's divine archangel incarnate sent to earth, you better shut the fuck up!"

Yes I know who I am talking to - a delusional bitch.

This comes down to my closing paragraph - let's talk about some serious new age bullshit going on.

See we have the angels incarnate (let us call them love and lighters) who are supposed to be in synch with the NEW AGE ONENESS, who are constantly bringing each other down. [WHERE IS THE LOVE IN RECIPROCATED BULLYING?] They are constantly telling the next "angelkin" what a bullshitter they are, because they want to be the only SPECIAL SNOWFLAKE, whose SYNDROME gets fed by other delusional pricks, as in WILLING FOLLOWERS, who like to be manipulated for some sick reason, who want to follow someone WHO CANNOT THINK FOR THEMSELVES (the head otherkin following new age bullshit like their lives depend on it) because they (gullible followers) FEAR TO THINK FOR THEMSELVES TOO. So you get one asshole whose head ain't screwed on right, getting followed by another asshole who doesn't want to think HARD because that shit is hard and painful man.

Then you get darker otherkin, those who call themselves demonkin or any other monsterkin - the same shit goes down there. But at least it is understandable since they are more in tune with their dark side, to act like raging jealous bitches fits their profile just fine, or isn't it just another form of the "light kin" NARC SICKNESS?

ALL IN ALL - OTHERKIN ARE BETTER AT ATTENTION WHORING THAN JEHOVA'S WITNESSES OR PLASTIC (CLIQUES). THEY ARE BETTER AT BULLYING PEOPLE BECAUSE THEY FEEL ENTITLED TO ALL THE SPECIAL ATTENTION. IN FACT THEY ARE NO BETTER THAN ANY ZEALOT WHO TRY TO ENFORCE THEIR SUPERIORITY COMPLEX DOWN ON PEOPLE THEY DON'T WANT TO SEE SHINE OR BEING LAVISHED WITH THE SAME TYPE OF ATTENTION.

BUT MOST OF ALL - THEY ARE NO BETTER THAN THREE YEAR OLDS, WITH TERRIBLE THREES TEMPER TANTRUMS, WHEN ALL THE ATTENTION ISN'T ON THEM AND THEIR IMMEDIATE SELFISH NEEDS - FUCK A GREATER PURPOSE, SHIT LIKE WORLD HUNGER ETC CAN WAIT, THEY WANT TO BE FED RIGHT NOW WITH ALL YOUR DELINQUENT ATTENTION.

TELLING THESE CHEAP FUCKS TO FUCK OFF OR TROLLING THEM IN ANY SENSE, GIVES THEM A BIGGER SENSE OF IMPORTANCE. DON'T INFLATE THEIR EGOS BY BECOMING A FAN OF THEIR BULLSHIT. EVEN IF YOU TRY TO DEBUNK THEM, THEY WILL BE FLATTERED, BECAUSE ALL YOUR ATTENTION IS ON THEM, AND NOT FOCUSED ON SOMETHING MORE IMPORTANT IN LIFE THAN THEM.

i don't know what the fuck it is they think they are awakening to, but to me it is nothing but an awakening to bullshit and not realising it for what it is. Hence the difference between a kundalini survivor (true guru head) and an asshole stuck in christ consciousness (special snowflake syndrome).

ANTI-PSYCHOTICS AND ORGAN FAILURE

Apparently if you believe in things such as SOULS, heaven forbid that you actually believe in having a SPIRIT, or believe in heaven in the real sense of the word, instead of it just being a place where you go after you die without actually doing some research on WHERE THE FUCK ever it is you are exactly planning to go hereafter - you are labelled a psychotic schizophrenic by society and the medical establishments. 

It makes so much sense seeing that PSYCHOPATHS (your common zealot and conformist) have no empathy or minds of their own, that having a SOUL is of no use to them, and WOULD never make sense to the "robotic" state of mind. 

I fucking hate society. Mainly because it is such a fake setup. Although we are told that we come here to learn, from heaven into a physical body to continue our spiritual evolution. I just don't see how if souls come back time and again, why they fail each time, making the same mistakes and holding the same lame ass beliefs that keeps holding them back. I guess some - with actual souls - must come back more times than once to realize what they refuse to believe through hardships etc. But it doesn't seem to help for some, suffering does not change them at all. It keeps their souls dark and "inactive".

Okay back to the title of this blog post - it has been a long time since I actually wrote a blog post here. This topic has been mauling through my head these past couple of months. Thinking I don't need to write it, if they really want to know, they would do their own research on this fucked up system which appears to "heal" people from mental illnesses only to act as a overall silent killer of the human body. Today I decided fuck it, let's do this. 

I was prescribed anti-psychotics, in this case a pill called Geodon, simply because I thought outside of the box and believed in PEOPLE HAVING SOULS, because I believed there is a reality outside of the physical reality, because I questioned the GODFORSAKEN SYSTEM, which is out to make people believe that outside of the parameters of their "box" there is nothing else for people to look forward to. It just proves how little value these motherfuckers actually put on the human soul. That your feelings and emotions do not count, that you are nothing as a person, but everything as a law abiding citizen (synonymous with braindead conformist zombie).

Thankfully I stopped drinking that fucking pills, because deep down, in my awakened state of "kundalini rising" I knew that shit was fucking poison, it was only five years after that I came upon an article saying that there is an OFFICIAL FDA warning out against anti-psychotics. Drinking that lethal poison could cause a fatal skin condition that can lead to fatal organ failure and diabetes.

I knew a friend I met online, she said she had spirit guides, but she also firmly believed that she had bipolar disorder and that she is depressive-psychotic to this day. Since she was diagnosed as such and had to go on an early retirement due to being declared medically unfit by mental health professionals. I told her she was deceiving herself and had to stop drinking the pills she was prescribed to take. I find it strange that someone with spirit guides, would lack the knowledge to see things as they really are. Or maybe the spirit guides are just sitting there, waiting in the background for her to wake the fuck up. 

Since it is comfortable to live in a bubble where one does not need to take self-responsibility, where one does not need to define and find yourself. Where one does not need to do real and heavy soul searching. Because that shit is obviously hard as fuck. For some even terrifying. The same with fucking psychiatrists, psychologists, preachers etc - they are afraid to think for themselves, they keep to the rules that makes them "diagnose" and "pinpoint" people as they are told to do. Even when it comes to themselves. They need parameters to keep themselves snugly fit into a box, which makes "sense" to them, that requires no work on their part further on. And that in fact comes down to nothing but mental stagnation.  And these are the assholes who deem themselves smart, and who abuse the Hippocratic oath - they don't help people, they help them die as "people" by breaking their souls down, piece by piece with their labels and stereotypes until there is nothing left of the person.

It is also ironic that these "smart" people would actually induce this type of treatment without researching the side effects thereof. Monkey see as monkey do, with their automatic and mechanical implementation thereof. Showing once again, proof of lazy minds and system dependent individuals, thinking that no harm can come from just doing as the system tells them to do.

It is always a massive relief, that the system actually acknowledges that their own SYSTEM is failing itself. Yet some people would still like to believe that the SYSTEM is not against ITSELF, and never plotting against its people. Because that is the easy life, a lack of questioning adds more locks to the comfort zone. Some people die in that comfort zone, one has to wonder, isn't it some curse they take with them to the other side, how can they benefit themselves and others with a barren soul? These are just plain dark souls, that due to their own" stick in the mud"-beliefs makes other people's lives intolerable. They don't want to see themselves, but they want to make life hell for those who do. Wonder why? Why do they want to come in the picture of the lives of those who are truly spiritual, when they don't want anything to do with spirituality? It makes me think once again - to learn to avoid these types of people at all costs, do not tell an idiot what they don't want to hear, unless you know it would make a real impact. However twisted that may sound.

If people fear to have souls, they fear to have hearts - hence the lack of empathy, soul and open-mindedness. I guess each of these dark souls need to realize to themselves what awful and unbearable people they have become. Change is a personal choice. No one is made this way or that way, no one is born a certain way, no one is born without a choice to CHANGE or to become a better (brighter shining) person.

FAMILY MAKES ME SICK

It is a great shame that I have to write this during a Christmas season, when families are supposed to come close and actually be there for each other.

But in my life, the family who I thought would always be there for me, is simply incapable of being there for me on an emotional level at all.

Let's say due to our religious differences - them being dumb christian zealots who cannot go a day without NOT thinking for themselves, and me being the agnostic crazy cousin. I don't want anything financially from them as well, heaven forbid I don't want to create more ties than the TOXIC EMOTIONAL BONDS I already worked so hard to sever.

So the story goes one of my family members asked me if I would come to visit them, via a request on facebook. At first I said yes, but then I was thinking to myself, going through my memory bank of the past five years - why I initially severed all contact with them. My stomach started to act up and I felt like I was going to vomit. Which is strange since the whole week I feel constipated, then I hear I must go to visit the family, and all of a sudden I get diarrhea and fall into a dark cloud of anxiety.

And to top it all off - this week I almost broke my ankle and a ligament was torn. Now I must wear this supporting cast they call a moonboot. And I know how my uncle and grandparents would greet me - first ask me what happened to my foot, then tell me how stupid I am for falling, and then laughing at the situation I am in. These people seriously lack any sense of compassion - maybe it is due to their psycho-sociopathic religious relations. Or just because they are limp brained pricks, as simple as that. 

Or the fact that my aunt thinks I want to seduce my uncle and want to compete with me in a childish manner. This family situation is just fucked up. I just think my aunt is intimidated by me or even jealous - something that has nothing to do with me actually wanting her stupid ass husband. More over I believe it is due to  her religious upbringing, and her strict parents, that made her hate herself so much, suffering from a complete lack of self-esteem due to religious indoctrination - that she is INTIMIDATED and THREATENED by anyone who she feels challenges her self-worth. This is also unchristian like to falsely suspect and wanting to look down on someone because YOU HAVE A PROBLEM with yourself. 

It is absolutely not my problem if my aunt chooses to live a shallow life - and feel the need to compete with a deep and free spirited soul like I am.  Someone (me) who released the very bonds that keeps her (my aunt)  captive. Yes I believe it is ENVY and not jealousy, for the latter requires STRESS that someone is going to take away what  you have. She wants however what I have - the person that she can never be, due to keeping herself mentally imprisoned by her own distorted belief structures.


I sure as fuck don't want to go there on a Saturday, to sleepover, and go to CHURCH with them on Sunday. First I look as if I just escaped war alive with my foot cast, and second I don't have time for that bullshit. These people are not deep, they are superficial and judgmental - the type of people who would rather buy their kids braces to make them feel good than actually talk to them to find out what really bothers them inside.

My aunt is 16 years my senior, yet she still lives in a childlike mentality - due to her always wanting to impress SOCIETY, and always wanting to do what is right according to WHAT SHE THINKS, people thinks, is RIGHT for her to live by.

I used to like her better, when she was unmarried, childless and free spirited and there was more room for development. She seems stuck today. And her dreams have become unattainable by herself. And she lives through her children and social status being married to a wealthy businessman.

I hope I never end up like her, to crucify my soul on society's lame standards. Sad fact is - her husband is just as shallow as fuck as she is. Who wants that, who needs this type of relationship? Only a zombie, slave to this world. They are so concerned with pleasing the world and society, that they completely lost track of themselves AND THEIR CHILDREN who are doomed to fit into the mold they parents created for them to live by.

And of course there is always my father who compares my siblings and I to our cousins, telling us how fucked up we are and how cool they are - then I simply remind him "well these assholes need to grow up some time, they are just crashes waiting to happen". Some fucks need to come back to earth, and some even die before that can happen and their soul can attain true depth. There is no satisfaction in leaving this earth a shallow piece of trash, and getting at heaven's gates EMPTY HANDED. The difference between my father's brother's children and my brother and I, is that WE tasted the ground a long time ago, we actually grew up faster, due to having to deal with REALITY as it is, and not as society portrays it. Can we say that we are more humble than they are, more humility? Definitely.

Let's take for example my brother and I grew up with a father who is emotionally explosive, yay to the scorpio trait. My father always manifested his emotions in some sick way, he never really let it get bottled up. Which is different from his family or brothers and sisters, because they would rather keep their shit in and veiled or clouded from their children. My father is thus different, yet similar to his siblings in some sick way.  Point being made is that if it was not for HIM making his children deal with his emotional suffering, we would not have grown as the people we are today, laid back and even empathetic etc. Is this a benefit of child abuse? LMFAO

My father's siblings' children on the other hand, well their parents fear their emotions more than my father ever did, and failed to express them so that people can really understand them, because it is a sin AND improper you know and then I hear my father's MOTTO: I WON'T LIVE A LIE.

Anyway I stayed at home, and let my parents go on their own together with my little sister to the FAMILY, even though my aunt prepared my bed because I said I was going, I just felt too sick to go there again, it never changes, the story is always the same - the same shallow shit plays off every time. Now I UNDERSTAND why my father always expressed his emotions so vehemently - because that family simply NEVER TALKED TO EACH OTHER, other than the casual and stupid small talk. Well fuck that shit, I don't have time for that shit, I deal with it at my work. I need some time alone too you know, where I can be REAL WITH MYSELF. And luckily I can do that on my weekends. I don't want to waste it on the same superficial shit I deal with everyday.

sometimes dreaming about fucked up shit

You have to be funny about it and honest about it. You can't leave yourself out of that mix. You have to be honest enough to say, I'm that messed-up one in the family. ~ Louie Anderson quotes

FUCKED UP OTHERKIN FIGHTS

What is really going on in the otherkin community? 

Let met tell you, they are calling each other names all the time, they call everyone fake, and everyone is suffering from a special snowflake syndrome except for the cult leaders, or those otherkin who want to take control or rather those who want the most attention out of this attention whoring deal. Hypocritical much?



When they write shit like how they are being hunted, and how they don't want to expose themselves while actually roleplaying online, I am just like what the fuck is wrong with all this?



You can easily see who wants the most attention, and who is using this otherkin thing as a big cry for help. It is those who skillfully create the picture around themselves that they are the real deal while others are just completely fucking fake, and why they are the ones to be believed in as authentic by giving such reasons as being part of some cult aka pack or coven, or that they are alphas or supremes etc. to make it sound more attractive or laudable. See here.










I don't know what to say about this other than proclaiming yourself to be the one and only magical creature deserving of praise makes you look like a total fucking fake or just plainly put a true attention hungry whore. Not just that but also makes you look like a evil fucking narcissist with no regard for anyone's spiritual well being, not even your own.

Apparently you only have superpowers if you are the only one that has it OR when you are able to convince others that you are the ONE AND ONLY, alpha and omega, OTHERKIN [what the fuck ever you like OTHERKIN persona].



They don't do NAMASTE, as repeated ad infinitum [endlessly] meaning that these fuckers do not believe that everyone has something special in them, and that everyone should be treated as equally sacred and magical. 

Then you can argue, but they want attention from others, do they then think that those who give them the attention are special in any way, or that their attention given would make the otherkin's special light shine more if more attention is aimed at them alone? No, not really. They don't appreciate the attention people give them, nor the people giving it, they are just using the energy they draw as a means to an end. It is almost psychopathic if not completely sociopathic. 

All this attention whoring online in RPG or roleplaying forums, only show their weaknesses. In fact it is clear they suffer from some type of low self-esteem, to go so far as to seek validation from others to actually be something at all, whether it be online or offline. I mean why can't they be something or someone without all these bizarre attention seeking schemes online?

I want to say these people are really craving love and understanding, but is it really what they desire if they are acting like people with no regard for other people? How can others understand you if you have no respect for them? Or how can you desire understanding, acceptance and empathy form others if you are not prepared to return the same?

SO YOU MUST BE HIGH ON BULLSHIT THEN, NO OTHER DRUG GREATER THAN SELF-DECEPTION 

What I do see in the new age community is that children are acting like selfish brats, like babies who think they are entitled to all the love and attention, and fuck the mother or the hand that provides it. It is shameful that "adults" [who should know better by now] act the same way in this terribly fucked up cult. So much for heaven dawning on earth since 2012, and unconditional love here to be awakened in all hearts since then. 




I have learned to distance myself, not to comment or to create an account on otherkin communities just to have a go at them for being total morons, or in the name of the good will or to save other people form their ignorance - in the end you are called the troll and hater because no one wants to listen to sense in a place of total insanity, where they feel safe to hang out at.

lesson: DON'T HELP THOSE WHO DON'T WANT TO BE HELPED, LET THEM fuck themselves over, what is that saying: NOT MY CIRCUS, NOT MY MONKEYS.

BITCHES GET THEIR OWN WOUNDS AND STITCHES DONE

PS I KNOW I SAID they use this otherkin thing as a cry for help but frantically I just think some of them have no souls and just like fucking with people for the heck of it.

When New Age Gurus Tell You To Get Professional Help

This blog serves as therapy for me - writing about how the new age movement and the various people in it disappointed me.

Please refer to two other blogposts of mine talking about a sick new age guru bitch, who thinks she can mess with young girls without any consequences attached, anyhow I won't sue the bitch or her cronies for what they did to me, KARMA would take its own toll with them. I don't want to make more drama for myself by giving these bitches more attention than they deserve and already got from me by psychically draining me dry:

http://akasha-akashicwitch.blogspot.com/2014/09/self-guilt-of-new-age-fraud-my-new-age.html

http://akasha-akashicwitch.blogspot.com/2014/07/how-to-create-your-own-new-age-scam.html

Where to begin:

So I was just out of school, going through a rough time in my life, trying to sort out childhood trauma, trying to find myself, and at the same time losing a person who I thought was very important to me [who I thought would be there for me through thick and thin] who also turned out to only abuse me like the person I NOW met telling me that she was GOING TO BE MY NEW TEACHER in spiritual matters from that time on.


Let's say I was so desperate for something real and authentic,  or a real teacher at that time, that I simply went on to believe that this person was who she said she was. IDIOT ME.

NO, she was just another bored old hag, preying on young people's minds to make herself feel good about herself. 

She did not teach me shit, because she could not teach me shit, because she did not care or was too ignorant herself to really guide someone along on a spiritual path.  And then she told me to get lost, when I wanted to make our friendship serious, because I was looking for a friend too, but apparently she had many other YOUNG girls on her leash, and she got bored with me - and for that time SHE NEVER TAUGHT ME SHIT, she just enjoyed the attention I gave her... but when I started to ask questions, is when she totally lost it.

You see as long as you tell them how amazing they are, then all is fine. But the moment you ask them to live up to their promises of being some guru or TRUE FRIEND as they call themselves, is the moment they feel exposed firstly, and secondly they somehow feel harassed.

She later wrote a status on facebook which I knew was directed at me saying "if you need help go to a professional".




Long story short - I also met another new age "guru" who was a priest of the christian faith, he also could not help me, I ended up giving all my journals to him because first guru somehow implanted in my head that I was to become a writer, and I need to write everything down. Then the son of a bitch called me insane too and managed to get me institutionalized. Proof that neither first guru nor second guru [and first person referred to in this post] COULD HELP ME with my problems, they did not have the knowledge nor the wisdom to deal with psychological trauma and a person awakening their psychic abilities getting attuned to higher realms if you will, maybe that is why their own spiritual lives are so fucking fucked up. 

[note: when I called the female guru bitch in tears, telling her that the other christian guru wants to get me institutionalized because I am awakening my psychic abilities, and asked her if she knew anyone THAT IS A mature psychic that could support me in my case presented to the psychologists and psychiatrist, she said "NO, SHE DOES NOT KNOW ANYONE THAT CAN HELP ME VALIDATE WHAT I AM SEEING AND EXPERIENCING" coming form a bitch who called herself a witch with superpowers and "my loyal teacher"... *yawns*]



They are basically the same type of stupid fucks, plastic arseholes, who think that the MATERIAL WORLD, would save them from their "depression" or sadness, as long as they do everything according to the book and social regiment.

 And that they are the only SANE motherfuckers on this planet, and everyone who thinks outside of the box are INSANE and beyond help. It is very fucking ironic considering the career fields where these fuckers are employed at - one in the education system, the other in the art industry, and a third in the clerical system. 



These are people who are supposed to be wise, who are put in authority positions being able to help people. I don't even want to get started on my own father, who is in the medical industry, he was also supposed to be able to help me and listen to me, but all he did was to incriminate me like the rest OF THESE CUNTS. 

Because he was also unable to handle the same problems, since he has practically no regard for his own spiritual well being either...he does not believe in higher guidance, nor does he even believe he has a fucking soul.

Last night I watched an episode of "The Haunting Of S02E03 Nadine Velazquez".

It made sense seeing how being ABUSED makes you disconnect from your body to escape your problems, making you sensitive to spirits around you. Everything fell into place. Not only was I called insane by a doctor, priest and artist for believing THAT YOU HAVE A SOUL, and that there are ANGELS looking over you when those who are supposed to look out for you in authority positions on EARTH fail to do so, but I was also victimized in DUE to their unbelief IN HAVING A SOUL, apart from them believing they are going to heaven WITHOUT A SOUL in some fucked up way.

Then I saw this post posted by someone terribly fucking tired of these new age fuckers, who play god over people they cannot really help, where the "gurus" is telling her that they care about their audience in workshops but would much RATHER send them to a physician (medical doctor as in physical doctor, general practitioner aka "professional help"):

We at Hay House of course care about all of the audience members and don’t want any harm done at our seminars. It is important for all audience members to consult with their physicians regarding  sensitive topics such as suicide and if you give me the person’s name who Doreen addressed at the seminar I will send her an email asking her to see her physician to get the proper help for her son.

This is fucking hilarious, this is precisely like my new age guru bitch telling me bullshit about being my eternal friend and teacher and the priest who are supposed to be linked with angels and the heavenly realm but can do shit for anyone really.

So what these new age gurus are telling us is that despite their "spiritual knowledge" and reiki superpowers, PhDs in psychology and energy healing thing going on THAT THEY CANNOT DO SHIT TO HELP ANYONE really, and would much rather let a REAL DOCTOR handle it. Yet again NOT even doctors are able to help someone in these situations, as they are just as emotionally stunted and ignorant like these other "gurus" pretending to be all knowing.

 
These fuckers are lazy to go on a true spiritual path, maybe because they are too concerned with the worldly rhythm of things, that they don't have time.........yet if you want to call yourself a fucking guru, don't you think you need to make time to really STUDY to become one?! Anyhow all my abusers were too materialistically driven to see a greater purpose in anything........or to be able to help me on a spiritual level. And this is precisely what is happening in the collective new age community - their leaders are too materially driven to give a fuck about their audience's emotional well being.

Anyhow what is that saying "if you meet a buddha, kill him!" - as in if you meet someone who thinks they know everything and act like god, and when asked to prove their superpowers they cannot pull it off, then never go to them for help again, because they are frauds, having a pretend game going on for fame and attention - to them it is all about a social image to maintain and not as much the journey they must walk to live up to the "name" they intend to make for themselves.

What this all says then is IF they WHO pretend to be professionals in the field of spiritual help, tell us to GET HELP by professionals, then they are TELLING US THAT THEY ARE TRULY frauds and nothing but frauds.

MOTHERFUCKER CUNTS, why didn't they tell us that from the start? Because their lives are so fucking boring, they have to play games with people to fill an empty spot in their deep dark souls.

Anyhow this attitude is a type of confession BUT it is definitely NOT AN APOLOGY, these psychopaths have no souls and no empathy for other human beings. It is all a joke to them...and the way they relinquish responsibility as if they never wanted to have it in the first place IS A REAL FUCK YOU IN YOUR FACE!!!

WELL FUCK THEM ALL. 



I WON'T FUCK THEM, THEY WILL FUCK THEMSELVES. 

I used to pity these sons of a bitches........but not any more, why should we help them with shit, afterall, the new age guru principle is that everyone is ON THEIR OWN JOURNEY and no one has the right to interfere anywhere in someone elses path. SO BE IT FOR THESE BITCHES!!!





my advice is if you want a teacher or if you want to connect with "higher vibrations" - CONNECT TO YOURSELF, be your OWN FUCKING TEACHER......if you don't love yourself, someone else would abuse your MISTRUST in youself to get you where you need to be.




if you want to have a purpose in life, make one for yourself, do not let others define you, and do not give them the power to write your story.

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my thoughts on this comical new age diatribe that the atheists got going at:

SO IF I GET THIS JUNK RIGHT - IS THAT THE NEW AGE TEACHES THAT WE MUST DETACH FROM THE MATERIAL WORLD, yet we MUST UNFOLD OUR UTMOST DIVINE POWER AT THE SAME TIME...how the fuck does that work?

yeah i thought so too in the beginning, when i joined the new age community, or rather when i was coaxed into believing that i was more special than what I really was, that I was supposed to be a writer, to be a dreamer all my life, to forget about how to make a sensible living for myself...by some evil bitch who told me "i was a "witch" with superpowers"...

of course I did not know what the word "witch" meant during those young and very much ignorant adolescent  years of my life..... it comes from being too lazy to study by yourself on spiritual matters, and thinking that when someone offers to be your "teacher" you just hit the jackpot and can sit back doing nothing...other than to be a stupid attention whore almost like being in heat for A mentor WHO IS REALLY MENTAL BEHIND THE SCENES, who only uses you for past time entertainment, to fulfill her evil sexual desires...yeah she had lesbian tendencies.....of course I DID NOT KNOW OR FIGURE THAT OUT BEFORE IT WAS TOO GOD DAMN LATE..........Nor that she was totally psycho and had no intention to teach me anything really, but only to use me for some sick past time perversion.

Where was I - so I got involved with the wrong people who I thought were spiritual, or who were able to lead me in some absurd spiritual way, because lets face it, I felt really confused at that time....and wanted someone to love me, really love me, and give me good direction in life...turns out I picked some type of vampire of a woman, who did not care about my spiritual well being at all, or that I was hurt countless times by other people in the same way before...it was like I was a target for the same type of abuse over and over...I don't think I will ever forgive her...and her abusive treatment of me is what led me to rage out against the retarded new age community in the first place.

What I did learn is, that you cannot just wait and sit around thinking, things will actually happen for you.......no you have to be grounded.....you need to actually WORK to get somewhere in life.....even though said "mentor" told me she couldn't get by without money...it was she who inspired me to get involved with the online new age community, who totally almost make me lose my shit altogether with their attitude of FORGET ABOUT THE REAL WORLD, live in some fantasy world instead and everything will be okay - as was the image that evil "mentor" of mine was really playing me at...that everything was okay, that she was some teacher here to save me coming with shit at me like "when you are ready the teacher will appear" and "you are starting early" (with being a witch or whatever)...... omfg...and I WAS SO STUPID AT THAT STAGE, i ate everything up as if it were true......that she was really that cool.....one thing is right, I DID START EARLIER ON MY SPIRITUAL PATH than other people, in the fact that I GOT DISAPPOINTED by people much earlier in my life, thanks to people like her...and after HER I REALLY WOKE UP...to what she was actually trying to do to me..and saw how it really corresponded with the fucked up new age movement and the various new age cult leaders and their psychology abusing people in broad day light without their knowledge......yeah my eyes really opened up after that...and so my hatred for the new age community ensued after that.

Seeing how this new age mentor made me humiliate myself believing all her bullshit....yes I do harbour resentment towards her...because instead of being a teacher she was truly leading me astray.

Any case, back to the atheist's mockery of the new age crap above - if you read carefully, you can read between the lines, and see how the new ager's mind really works - they tell you one thing, or a certain way to reach something, yet which is totally impossible to attain in the way they teach you to do it - I MEAN HOW CAN YOU BE TRULY ON THE RIGHT PATH OR MAKE A SIGNIFICANT CHANGE IN SOCIETY IF YOU CANNOT LEARN HOW TO FUNCTION IN THE MATERIAL WORLD OR AS A MEMBER OF SOCIETY?!

 HOW CAN YOU MAKE A TRUE DIFFERENCE IN THE WORLD IF YOU ARE NOT GROUNDED WITHIN YOURSELF? HOW CAN YOU MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN THE WORLD IF YOU CANNOT EVEN KNOW THE LAWS OF THIS WORLD, TO MAKE MONEY, IN ORDER TO SURVIVE? HOW CAN YOU SAY YOU ARE A SIGNIFICANT INFLUENCE IN THE WORLD WITHOUT ESTABLISHING YOURSELF IN THIS WORLD?

HOW can you truly raise your spiritual vibration in the world if you cannot function in this world, that is what I am really getting at......if you are not grounded in this world, then your spiritual vibration is pretty low I'd say.


Yet again we have new agers, like that mentor of mine, who has established herself in the material world, yet her vibration is still pretty low, because she lacks integrity, she is not really spiritual, she has no morals or moral compass, she is just a bullshitter, without a real purpose in this world....

you see the ambiguity here? You can be rich, but your vibration can be low, on the other hand if you are really spiritually orientated in this world your spiritual vibration can be just as high as the mountains of your riches.

 moral of the story - these new age gurus make you believe there is an easy fix for everything in life - by dreaming about it, instead of working on your problems to get where you need to be in life. That is just not healthy, they also seem to think that it is okay for them to bullshit you, and that you must never figure out how people function in the real world or why they seek to abuse you, you must be oblivious to the fact that certain people would rather wish to exploit and damage you, than really get you on the right track. Mastering in the knowledge of people relationships is a big no no...because that is how they keep you asleep and manipulated so that you cannot do anything for yourself in this world, and instead be spell bound by their bullshit so that they can get all the shine and credits in life. *yawns* fuck that...she taught me one thing AND THAT IS TO BE A GROWN UP WOMAN, FIGHTING FOR MYSELF AND MY OWN SANITY AND PLACE IN THIS WORLD.