SELF GUILT OF NEW AGE FRAUD: My New Age Guru Abuser Wants to be friends again after messing up my life

I am working on trying to forgive the sick bitch.

Maybe she knows what she has done, and is now sorry.........that I almost totally threw my life away for her sick beliefs.

My point that I want to make is, that she was never a real friend, she called herself a teacher but only used me for some sick kick until she got bored with me, or let's rather say WHEN I STARTED to demand more from her WHAT SHE COULD NOT GIVE me at all.

These arseholes are NOT YOUR FRIENDS, they are NOT YOUR SAVIOURS or KNIGHTS in shining Armour.

 And I can tell you, it is very fucking difficult to forgive these fuckers.

I am supposed to accept her apology because she wants to be friends again AS HER grand fucking APOLOGY for acting like a total fucking CUNT with no fucking concern for my emotional well being in general, but only concerned with her stinking rotting ego.

And I was thinking about the mediums who always encourage forgiveness before you can move on to HEAVEN or realms of greater light and understanding.

But i saw it all as a croak of hypocritical bullshit. Why should we forgive evil fuckers like that, that are supposed to be angelic?

I am trying very hard to find a purpose in all this, trying to see how I MIGHT possibly be similar to her in different ways in my own life...... but why should I? Why should I be indebted to her at all? When she was the fuck trying to imprint bullshit into my head to which I almost acted to my entire detriment ?

Well if anything i learned who my true friends are...and where you should go to for help if you really NEED IT.

AND SHE REALLY DOES NOT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT MY FEELINGS THOUGH..........maybe she is more worried about how she made herself look like an ass and how that CAN GET OUT TO OTHER PEOPLE, MAKING HERSELF LOOK FUCKING BAD in our circle of friends.

thus it is not a guilt trip but a self-pity party.

The Fallible Goddess Teachings of Doreen Virtue

okay one way to test if some new age guru is a fraud is to see if their own teachings are working for them.

I did a lot of reading on Doreen this weekend and discovered that she has been divorced 3 times already, (whilst some say four times), yet she gives seminars on how to attract the perfect man or lover, and she goes on about how to invoke the Goddess to become a Goddess yourself, and she writes about how you can be an ANGEL, even sees herself as an angelic incarnate apart from the Goddess incarnate.

I was wondering then why would any man LEAVE A GODDESS or purely DIVINE creature and Angel such as Doreen virtue? I mean if her teachings worked for her, and she was really manifesting being the GODDESS AND DIVINE INCARNATE on a daily basis, then she would be the most desirable woman on the planet, I mean she would have all the answers a man is looking for, she can give him all the "divine guidance" and "every divine feeling" he has been waiting for....

So why would any man LEAVE A GODDESS?

It could be that he saw through her cock and bull story (synonymous with falsehoods and personal fabrications) ... and that in "all their married life she had been living a lie" .... or at least through all 3 or 4 of them.

OR maybe he just could not keep up with DOREEN'S constant need for greed, they started to live apart because she was more interested in making money, bullshitting people and becoming famous than she was in her own personal life, she invested more in her PUBLIC figure status than in her home life.

Well whatever the reason, I just don't see why ANY MAN once married to a GODDESS would leave her for any reason whatsoever............I mean such a man would hit the UNIVERSAL JACKPOT when it comes to LOVE no?

And a last point, I do not see how someone who claims to be a GODDESS or ANGELIC incarnate, need to become a GODDESS OR ANGEL, I mean should these people NOT BE BORN THAT WAY?... if you look at so many lightworkers having failed relationships, and broken marriages, and then they suddenly decide to wake up after the divorce, and say they are now 'angels' all of a sudden, well wtf? 

If they were angels from the start why would they even start a relationship with someone they know would never last using their divine psychic powers to look into the future and preventing any possible and unneeded damage? Plus if they were really angels WHY DID IT NOT WORK, why couldn't they just flick a magic wand or plug in their divine powers to fix their relationships and help their partners work through their problems which they say was the main reason for the split up?

SORRY, this is just fake shit, all these people claiming to be lightworkers and angels incarnate, who cannot even make their own personal lives work..................................

As I said to the one lightworker making the same claims - well you are sitting with a 3 year old daughter after the divorce, and you are going to tell her mommy is a fucking angel, what are you going to do when she asks you why did you leave dad and allowed the marriage to break up if you WERE AN ANGEL?... i told her her daughter would grow up to be a rebel, and look down on her for telling such horrible lies and deceiving herself and her father.

IF SOMEONE'S PERSONAL LIFE IS FALLING APART, HOW CAN THEY HELP SOMEONE ELSE IN THAT DEPARTMENT?

Is Doreen Heading Down Sylvia's Path Soon To Be A Convicted Fellon?

yahoo answers really outdid itself in this one, click the link below:

Which pshyic do you like better? Sylvia Browne or Doreen Virtue?

and the best description I found to what it comes down to being screwed over by a fraud like this, that it can be likened to eating a rock or a razor.