FAMILY MAKES ME SICK

It is a great shame that I have to write this during a Christmas season, when families are supposed to come close and actually be there for each other.

But in my life, the family who I thought would always be there for me, is simply incapable of being there for me on an emotional level at all.

Let's say due to our religious differences - them being dumb christian zealots who cannot go a day without NOT thinking for themselves, and me being the agnostic crazy cousin. I don't want anything financially from them as well, heaven forbid I don't want to create more ties than the TOXIC EMOTIONAL BONDS I already worked so hard to sever.

So the story goes one of my family members asked me if I would come to visit them, via a request on facebook. At first I said yes, but then I was thinking to myself, going through my memory bank of the past five years - why I initially severed all contact with them. My stomach started to act up and I felt like I was going to vomit. Which is strange since the whole week I feel constipated, then I hear I must go to visit the family, and all of a sudden I get diarrhea and fall into a dark cloud of anxiety.

And to top it all off - this week I almost broke my ankle and a ligament was torn. Now I must wear this supporting cast they call a moonboot. And I know how my uncle and grandparents would greet me - first ask me what happened to my foot, then tell me how stupid I am for falling, and then laughing at the situation I am in. These people seriously lack any sense of compassion - maybe it is due to their psycho-sociopathic religious relations. Or just because they are limp brained pricks, as simple as that. 

Or the fact that my aunt thinks I want to seduce my uncle and want to compete with me in a childish manner. This family situation is just fucked up. I just think my aunt is intimidated by me or even jealous - something that has nothing to do with me actually wanting her stupid ass husband. More over I believe it is due to  her religious upbringing, and her strict parents, that made her hate herself so much, suffering from a complete lack of self-esteem due to religious indoctrination - that she is INTIMIDATED and THREATENED by anyone who she feels challenges her self-worth. This is also unchristian like to falsely suspect and wanting to look down on someone because YOU HAVE A PROBLEM with yourself. 

It is absolutely not my problem if my aunt chooses to live a shallow life - and feel the need to compete with a deep and free spirited soul like I am.  Someone (me) who released the very bonds that keeps her (my aunt)  captive. Yes I believe it is ENVY and not jealousy, for the latter requires STRESS that someone is going to take away what  you have. She wants however what I have - the person that she can never be, due to keeping herself mentally imprisoned by her own distorted belief structures.


I sure as fuck don't want to go there on a Saturday, to sleepover, and go to CHURCH with them on Sunday. First I look as if I just escaped war alive with my foot cast, and second I don't have time for that bullshit. These people are not deep, they are superficial and judgmental - the type of people who would rather buy their kids braces to make them feel good than actually talk to them to find out what really bothers them inside.

My aunt is 16 years my senior, yet she still lives in a childlike mentality - due to her always wanting to impress SOCIETY, and always wanting to do what is right according to WHAT SHE THINKS, people thinks, is RIGHT for her to live by.

I used to like her better, when she was unmarried, childless and free spirited and there was more room for development. She seems stuck today. And her dreams have become unattainable by herself. And she lives through her children and social status being married to a wealthy businessman.

I hope I never end up like her, to crucify my soul on society's lame standards. Sad fact is - her husband is just as shallow as fuck as she is. Who wants that, who needs this type of relationship? Only a zombie, slave to this world. They are so concerned with pleasing the world and society, that they completely lost track of themselves AND THEIR CHILDREN who are doomed to fit into the mold they parents created for them to live by.

And of course there is always my father who compares my siblings and I to our cousins, telling us how fucked up we are and how cool they are - then I simply remind him "well these assholes need to grow up some time, they are just crashes waiting to happen". Some fucks need to come back to earth, and some even die before that can happen and their soul can attain true depth. There is no satisfaction in leaving this earth a shallow piece of trash, and getting at heaven's gates EMPTY HANDED. The difference between my father's brother's children and my brother and I, is that WE tasted the ground a long time ago, we actually grew up faster, due to having to deal with REALITY as it is, and not as society portrays it. Can we say that we are more humble than they are, more humility? Definitely.

Let's take for example my brother and I grew up with a father who is emotionally explosive, yay to the scorpio trait. My father always manifested his emotions in some sick way, he never really let it get bottled up. Which is different from his family or brothers and sisters, because they would rather keep their shit in and veiled or clouded from their children. My father is thus different, yet similar to his siblings in some sick way.  Point being made is that if it was not for HIM making his children deal with his emotional suffering, we would not have grown as the people we are today, laid back and even empathetic etc. Is this a benefit of child abuse? LMFAO

My father's siblings' children on the other hand, well their parents fear their emotions more than my father ever did, and failed to express them so that people can really understand them, because it is a sin AND improper you know and then I hear my father's MOTTO: I WON'T LIVE A LIE.

Anyway I stayed at home, and let my parents go on their own together with my little sister to the FAMILY, even though my aunt prepared my bed because I said I was going, I just felt too sick to go there again, it never changes, the story is always the same - the same shallow shit plays off every time. Now I UNDERSTAND why my father always expressed his emotions so vehemently - because that family simply NEVER TALKED TO EACH OTHER, other than the casual and stupid small talk. Well fuck that shit, I don't have time for that shit, I deal with it at my work. I need some time alone too you know, where I can be REAL WITH MYSELF. And luckily I can do that on my weekends. I don't want to waste it on the same superficial shit I deal with everyday.

sometimes dreaming about fucked up shit

You have to be funny about it and honest about it. You can't leave yourself out of that mix. You have to be honest enough to say, I'm that messed-up one in the family. ~ Louie Anderson quotes

NEW AGERS FEED OFF DARKNESS, IGNORANCE AND DEATH. AND HOW DO THEY DO IT? THROUGH DENIAL!!!

FUCKING DEBUNK THIS!!!
DOOM is all around..THIS world FEEDS on it..builds it..makes BILLIONS out of it..makes movies worshipping it...starts wars glorying in it..

DOOM..from cradle to grave..DOOM...poisons in the water..genetically modified frankenfoods..all of that.ALL this is OBVIOUS to anyone who has EYES with a BRAIN attached to them...which you new age braindeads DONT seem to have.Look at history..

The ONLY thing mankind has LEARNT from the PAST...Is that we JUST DONT FUCKING LEARN FROM THE PAST!!Doom..for centuries...getting stronger...more advanced...each war has ever NEW and better inventions of wiping out MORE people with LESS effort in NASTIER ways..
WHERE is this peace and fucking LOVE fairy you guys talk about??HMMM??

WHERE the FUCK IS IT?...Up your asses somewhere?

Mankind LOVES death..THRIVES on death..teaches DEATH from the cradle to the fucking GRAVE...
NEW age my fucking RINGPEICE!!!'Take your average toddler these days..by the age of fucking THREE he is already blowing cunts away on a playstation..learning from a VERY young age that KILLING is FUN and GOOD and ENJOYABLE..a soldier in training for the NWO armies.

By the time he is a teen he has committed over 1,000,000 VIRTUAL KILLINGS...ahhhh yes..the NEW age of peace and love...WHAT a fucking sick joke you new age fucks are!!

Its because of idiots like YOU that no one STOPS it..because all you do is FUCKING DENY REALITY..watching humanity BURN TO THE FUCKING GROUND...all the while spouting your useless deadly philosophy of DENIAL.

Instead of confronting THE DOOM..you IGNORE IT...or WORSE...you say its NOT doom..just lessons to be learnt..so we DONT dare STOP it.

Its YOU cunts who ENCOURAGE ALL THIS DEATH..by TURNING A BLIND EYE TO IT...

HAVE some fucking BALLS and FACE reality....

But you wont..you will just keep on saying I am the doomed one..while the ship called himanity SINKS..and you new age fuckers LET it sink..saying"If we think happy thoughts..it wont sink"..FOOLS...CANT you SEE the TRAP you are in???

By DENYING there is any DOOM and convincing yourself through your VAIN philosophies that its all "Gonna be alright"..you are actually LETTING IT BURN TO THE GROUND.
SO DOOOOOOOMED!!!

A POST DIRECTED TO NEW AGE TROLLS, SOURCE:  http://www.godlikeproductions.com/forum1/message467638/pg1

I DON'T KNOW SHOULD WE LEARN FROM THEM, does not HELPING them in fact make us guilty of the same thing? who should give a fuck when they don't give a fuck about themselves right?

When New Age Gurus Tell You To Get Professional Help

This blog serves as therapy for me - writing about how the new age movement and the various people in it disappointed me.

Please refer to two other blogposts of mine talking about a sick new age guru bitch, who thinks she can mess with young girls without any consequences attached, anyhow I won't sue the bitch or her cronies for what they did to me, KARMA would take its own toll with them. I don't want to make more drama for myself by giving these bitches more attention than they deserve and already got from me by psychically draining me dry:

http://akasha-akashicwitch.blogspot.com/2014/09/self-guilt-of-new-age-fraud-my-new-age.html

http://akasha-akashicwitch.blogspot.com/2014/07/how-to-create-your-own-new-age-scam.html

Where to begin:

So I was just out of school, going through a rough time in my life, trying to sort out childhood trauma, trying to find myself, and at the same time losing a person who I thought was very important to me [who I thought would be there for me through thick and thin] who also turned out to only abuse me like the person I NOW met telling me that she was GOING TO BE MY NEW TEACHER in spiritual matters from that time on.


Let's say I was so desperate for something real and authentic,  or a real teacher at that time, that I simply went on to believe that this person was who she said she was. IDIOT ME.

NO, she was just another bored old hag, preying on young people's minds to make herself feel good about herself. 

She did not teach me shit, because she could not teach me shit, because she did not care or was too ignorant herself to really guide someone along on a spiritual path.  And then she told me to get lost, when I wanted to make our friendship serious, because I was looking for a friend too, but apparently she had many other YOUNG girls on her leash, and she got bored with me - and for that time SHE NEVER TAUGHT ME SHIT, she just enjoyed the attention I gave her... but when I started to ask questions, is when she totally lost it.

You see as long as you tell them how amazing they are, then all is fine. But the moment you ask them to live up to their promises of being some guru or TRUE FRIEND as they call themselves, is the moment they feel exposed firstly, and secondly they somehow feel harassed.

She later wrote a status on facebook which I knew was directed at me saying "if you need help go to a professional".




Long story short - I also met another new age "guru" who was a priest of the christian faith, he also could not help me, I ended up giving all my journals to him because first guru somehow implanted in my head that I was to become a writer, and I need to write everything down. Then the son of a bitch called me insane too and managed to get me institutionalized. Proof that neither first guru nor second guru [and first person referred to in this post] COULD HELP ME with my problems, they did not have the knowledge nor the wisdom to deal with psychological trauma and a person awakening their psychic abilities getting attuned to higher realms if you will, maybe that is why their own spiritual lives are so fucking fucked up. 

[note: when I called the female guru bitch in tears, telling her that the other christian guru wants to get me institutionalized because I am awakening my psychic abilities, and asked her if she knew anyone THAT IS A mature psychic that could support me in my case presented to the psychologists and psychiatrist, she said "NO, SHE DOES NOT KNOW ANYONE THAT CAN HELP ME VALIDATE WHAT I AM SEEING AND EXPERIENCING" coming form a bitch who called herself a witch with superpowers and "my loyal teacher"... *yawns*]



They are basically the same type of stupid fucks, plastic arseholes, who think that the MATERIAL WORLD, would save them from their "depression" or sadness, as long as they do everything according to the book and social regiment.

 And that they are the only SANE motherfuckers on this planet, and everyone who thinks outside of the box are INSANE and beyond help. It is very fucking ironic considering the career fields where these fuckers are employed at - one in the education system, the other in the art industry, and a third in the clerical system. 



These are people who are supposed to be wise, who are put in authority positions being able to help people. I don't even want to get started on my own father, who is in the medical industry, he was also supposed to be able to help me and listen to me, but all he did was to incriminate me like the rest OF THESE CUNTS. 

Because he was also unable to handle the same problems, since he has practically no regard for his own spiritual well being either...he does not believe in higher guidance, nor does he even believe he has a fucking soul.

Last night I watched an episode of "The Haunting Of S02E03 Nadine Velazquez".

It made sense seeing how being ABUSED makes you disconnect from your body to escape your problems, making you sensitive to spirits around you. Everything fell into place. Not only was I called insane by a doctor, priest and artist for believing THAT YOU HAVE A SOUL, and that there are ANGELS looking over you when those who are supposed to look out for you in authority positions on EARTH fail to do so, but I was also victimized in DUE to their unbelief IN HAVING A SOUL, apart from them believing they are going to heaven WITHOUT A SOUL in some fucked up way.

Then I saw this post posted by someone terribly fucking tired of these new age fuckers, who play god over people they cannot really help, where the "gurus" is telling her that they care about their audience in workshops but would much RATHER send them to a physician (medical doctor as in physical doctor, general practitioner aka "professional help"):

We at Hay House of course care about all of the audience members and don’t want any harm done at our seminars. It is important for all audience members to consult with their physicians regarding  sensitive topics such as suicide and if you give me the person’s name who Doreen addressed at the seminar I will send her an email asking her to see her physician to get the proper help for her son.

This is fucking hilarious, this is precisely like my new age guru bitch telling me bullshit about being my eternal friend and teacher and the priest who are supposed to be linked with angels and the heavenly realm but can do shit for anyone really.

So what these new age gurus are telling us is that despite their "spiritual knowledge" and reiki superpowers, PhDs in psychology and energy healing thing going on THAT THEY CANNOT DO SHIT TO HELP ANYONE really, and would much rather let a REAL DOCTOR handle it. Yet again NOT even doctors are able to help someone in these situations, as they are just as emotionally stunted and ignorant like these other "gurus" pretending to be all knowing.

 
These fuckers are lazy to go on a true spiritual path, maybe because they are too concerned with the worldly rhythm of things, that they don't have time.........yet if you want to call yourself a fucking guru, don't you think you need to make time to really STUDY to become one?! Anyhow all my abusers were too materialistically driven to see a greater purpose in anything........or to be able to help me on a spiritual level. And this is precisely what is happening in the collective new age community - their leaders are too materially driven to give a fuck about their audience's emotional well being.

Anyhow what is that saying "if you meet a buddha, kill him!" - as in if you meet someone who thinks they know everything and act like god, and when asked to prove their superpowers they cannot pull it off, then never go to them for help again, because they are frauds, having a pretend game going on for fame and attention - to them it is all about a social image to maintain and not as much the journey they must walk to live up to the "name" they intend to make for themselves.

What this all says then is IF they WHO pretend to be professionals in the field of spiritual help, tell us to GET HELP by professionals, then they are TELLING US THAT THEY ARE TRULY frauds and nothing but frauds.

MOTHERFUCKER CUNTS, why didn't they tell us that from the start? Because their lives are so fucking boring, they have to play games with people to fill an empty spot in their deep dark souls.

Anyhow this attitude is a type of confession BUT it is definitely NOT AN APOLOGY, these psychopaths have no souls and no empathy for other human beings. It is all a joke to them...and the way they relinquish responsibility as if they never wanted to have it in the first place IS A REAL FUCK YOU IN YOUR FACE!!!

WELL FUCK THEM ALL. 



I WON'T FUCK THEM, THEY WILL FUCK THEMSELVES. 

I used to pity these sons of a bitches........but not any more, why should we help them with shit, afterall, the new age guru principle is that everyone is ON THEIR OWN JOURNEY and no one has the right to interfere anywhere in someone elses path. SO BE IT FOR THESE BITCHES!!!





my advice is if you want a teacher or if you want to connect with "higher vibrations" - CONNECT TO YOURSELF, be your OWN FUCKING TEACHER......if you don't love yourself, someone else would abuse your MISTRUST in youself to get you where you need to be.




if you want to have a purpose in life, make one for yourself, do not let others define you, and do not give them the power to write your story.

NAMASTE/ONENESS: THE NATIVE AMERICANS TOTALLY FUCKED UP THIS ONE

I ONCE believed this crap too that we were ALL THE SAME OR ONE, thought it could actually be seen as something that the NEW AGER do not believe in as counterargument to their obvious hypocrisy, turns out I JUST CHANGED MY MIND, and realized what an idiot I WAS, I mean are we really all the same? I am not the same as they are, and we clearly don't feel the same way about things. Hell they certainly don't treat everyone with equal respect nor believe the NAMASTE thing, because you know they are more DIVINE THAN OTHER PEOPLE, which I discovered to be false, they might be more retarded than other people yes!! Even the native americans did not believe this shit they went on to preaching about to people, by KILLING white people because they felt threatened by them - here is the native american quote about EVERYONE HAVING A PURPOSE, which I SERIOUSLY start to doubt, I don't think new agers have a real purpose in life other than to be a pestilence to other people online and offline:

Native American beliefs are deeply rooted in their culuture. We believe EVERYTHING is sacred from the largest mountain to the smallest plant and animal. A lesson can be found in all things and experiences and everything has a purpose.To sum up Native Spirituality; it is about HONOR, LOVE, and RESPECT. Not only do we love, honor, and respect our Creator and our Mother Earth, but also every living thing. It is about being in touch with ourselves and everything around us. It is about knowing and understanding that we are part of everything, and everything is a part of us. We are all One. We also believe that our Elders hold the answers. Our Elders keep our culture alive. We have much to learn from our Elders, and they deserve and receive our utmost respect.

in my experience - NEW AGERS are empty shells of people who cannot provide any true spiritual meaning to life other than to tell us what we already know about people, and how far they would go for attention. okay maybe we should rest with the fact YES EVERYONE DOES HAVE A PURPOSE, even new age gurus, AND other new age nuts, who fuck up other irritating and dumb as fuck new agers....yeah that's it.

 

it just shows how the NATIVE AMERICAN beliefs get abused in the new age belief system...and how they demand to be respected as DIVINE because the bloody  indian ELDERS  says so. Seriously....pffft dream on new age bitches.

Why I Hate Angels Incarnate: New Agers Can'T Answer Questions On Spirituality, So Why Should We Even Bother To Listen To Them

I am posting a story I wrote in a new age group that got flagged by uhhm "lightworkers" aka calling themselves "angels incarnate"....... showing just how little minded they really are, whenever someone threatens their non-existent ability to think they will make a point of silencing you....so typical of society they claim not to be part of:

Don'T Call Me A Troll Or Hater When You Can'T Answer Any Questions Angel
By: Me

Written on March 9th, 2013

When You Can'T Answer Any Questions just know

i am not insulting you,

i am curious as to your beliefs,

thus when my response to your story rings "what the actual fuck"

it means I want to know how you came to that conclusion(s)...

it means "explain please"...

and if you cannot explain when given good arguments in the contrary,

please don't call me a fuckkking troll okay...

jeeebus IF YOU ARE REALLY AN ANGEL you can solve any puzzle,

including good comebacks and opposing arguments.

without feeling personally offended in any way,

because to feel chided and wronged would be stupid if you are an angel in the face of some random human's ignorance,

now wouldn't it..........

it would be below you to be like "poor me, she is such a bully" when you know she is SOOO IGNORANT in comparison to your higher knowledge now won't it?

if you are an angel you won't be bothered by A MERE MORTAL like me and laugh at my ignorance yes???!!!

then why do most of you "angels" take everything so damn personally?

ANGELS JUST DON'T DO PERSONAL INSULTS AND DON'T FEEL OFFENDED BY IDIOTS yeah?

so maybe I AM NOT AN IDIOT,

that is why you hate me yes?!

and maybe your egos are too big to feel offended by every little thing,

since real ANGELS don't have EGOS to cry whenever something even mildly looks like an insult coming their way.........

YEAH ANGELS ARE ABOVE THAT TYPE OF CRAP.

Fuck You Incarnated Angel/Lightworker!!!!!

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT IS CLEAN, PURE AND "PEACEFUL" ABOUT PEOPLE WHO CONTINUALLY SEEK FAULT WITH EVERYONE AROUND THEM,
WHO LIKES TO PUT DOWN OTHER PEOPLE'S BELIEFS JUST SO THAT THEY CAN HOLD ON TO THEIRS AS IF IT IS THE ONLY THING THEY HAVE THAT MAKES THEM FEEL SECURE IN LIFE????????????????????????????????
REALLY???
I THINK I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS BULLLLSHITTT OVER AND OVER AGAIN,
AND I STILL DO NOT LEARN FROM THESE PEOPLE.................................................

PURITY IS NON-EXISTENT IN THE NEW AGE MOVEMENT,
IT IS ALL ABOUT GETTING ON TOP AND PUSHING OTHERS DOWN AS LONG AS YOUR EGO GETS A BOOST BY PRETENDING TO BE MORE POWERFUL AND ALL KNOWING THAN OTHERS..........
IS THAT BRINGING PURITY?
BRINGING SEPARATION, DIVIDING PEOPLE INTO GOOD ENOUGH AND NOT TO BE PART OF SOME CULT?????????????????????

I JUST DON'T KNOW ANY MORE WITH YOU PEOPLE...........................
THEY THINK THEY SEE A SPIRIT OR A GHOST OR EVEN AN "ARCHANGEL" THEN THEY ARE HIGH AND MIGHTY ALL OF THE SUDDEN,
AND OTHER PEOPLE WHO CAN'T SEE "THINGS" ARE PUNY HUMANS WITHOUT ANY PURPOSE OTHER THAN TO LISTEN TO THE NEW AGE GURUS WHO CAN "SEE PAST THE VEIL".....................TO DICTATE TO THEM HOW TO LIVE THEIR LIVES ETC........SERIOUSLY............how many gods do you want to serve? we all know that in the new ager's mind the only god that needs to be worshiped is himself, not even his fellow new ager....screw namaste, because they don't believe in that shitttt, only the self is of prime importance.

Let's Kill Hypocrites

 So totally Christian Right now!!! Listen to this... shit man:

Luke
6:27-36 (King James Version)

²⁷But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies,
do good to them which hate you,

Is it showing love or doing good
to retaliate by invading your enemy's country looking for payback and causing
the deaths of hundreds of thousands of people, many of whom were innocent?

²⁸Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which
despitefully use you.

Doesn't this mean not to let
people get to you, no matter what they say or how they behave? Aren't
Christians meant to rise above it and set a better example?

²⁹And unto him that smiteth thee on the one cheek
offer also the other; and him that taketh away thy cloak forbid not to take thy
coat also.

It doesn't seem like he supports
retribution. It also seems like he understands and is compassionate to
desperate people who resort to desperate measures in order to get by. A very
liberal attitude.

³⁰Give to every man that asketh of thee; and of him
that taketh away thy goods ask them not again.

Yet many conservative Christians complain about
their tax going to the poor and believe they are undeserving of help,
regardless of their circumstances.

³¹And as ye would that men should do to you, do ye
also to them likewise.

Don't be belligerent and adversarial to others,
unless you want the favour returned.

³²For if ye love them which love you, what thank have
ye? for sinners also love those that love them.

Set a better example for sinners, by showing them
compassion and understanding and maybe they'll consider things and want to
change. They may follow your lead.

³³And if ye do good to them which do good to you,
what thank have ye? for sinners also do even the same.

Even bad people can do nice things.

³⁴And if ye lend to them of whom ye hope to receive,
what thank have ye? for sinners also lend to sinners, to receive as much again.

Don't give to receive, give because you can. It's
the Christian way.

³⁵But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend,
hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the
children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil.

In order to claim you have superior morality, you
have to walk the walk and not just talk the talk.

³⁶Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is
merciful.

DO NOT TORTURE AND DO NOT KILL!!

                                              Don't be a hypocrite.

*****

New Agers can talk about "love and light" and "peace" for all, but that doesn't necessarily mean they practice what they preach okay!!!

~~wait until you get hurt by one, you would immediately stop praising their fake beliefs.

To show compassion to hypocrites - let them face their darkness on their own, let their own darkness consume them... may they face it themselves, may they kill themselves let their shadow creep silently up to them and give them a "wake up call" scare back to life, don't scream at them, don't shout at them, just leave them alone.

****

THOUGHTS ON KILLING HYPOCRITES

"I want To Kill You!!!! You pestilent hypocrite, spreading nothing but corruption with your lies!"

Have you ever felt like you just want to explode with Hate, wishing someone just dead, or wanting to wring their neck?

Well I have been feeling this way for the past week about the same nagging person, a person who can't see her own faults, and only focuses on "mine", using me as scapegoat not to face her "problems", laying all the blame on me, making me out to be the bad one, when she started to label me as "some bully" in a online new age group, which everyone just "praised" because they all like role playing, pretending to be "angels", people who can't see their own faults but hammer on the faults of others... so I got called "bully" because she was too much of a coward to face her True self, or the Truth about her, beneath her "love and light" mask, which I pointed out, as deceiving others concerning her true intentions, and leading people into ignorance with their "peace, love and tofu" bull...

Yeah well we all know that people pretending to be perfect in every way, are shallow fuckers, they can't admit their faults and constantly need to blame others for their "flaws" they can't see in themselves.

But you know what, I have realized, I am just wasting my energy HATING her for the evil she spreads in her beliefs, pretending to be something she is not, and the whole gang that followed her claims ganging up on me... for they ALREADY HATE THEMSELVES, these people DO NOT LOVE THEMSELVES UNCONDITIONALLY, they cannot be naked before GOD, and say "this is who I AM"... the bible first tells you that you should love yourself first and then others like yourself... yet these NEW AGER MORONS, don't read the bible, so never mind they won't understand this.

If you are comfortable with your own flaws, seeing yourself as you truly are, not lying about it, you will not live in denial of your true self and HATING & harassing PEOPLE who point out your TRUE SELF to you.

But I know that these people ALREADY LOST THE BATTLE... you can continue to tell them "you are liars, such hypocrites", but it would be a total waste of time, since no "Fool thinks himself a fool", they are people that are SPINELESS and terrified of their true selves.

I know they hate me because I REPRESENT THE TRUTH, existing outside of their delusional comfort zones, but you know what, the more they HATE AND HARASS me the more cowardice they appear to be, since they simply CANNOT COME TO TERMS WITH THEIR TRUE SELVES... true growth lies outside the comfort zone... those living in fear of Truth, are evil because they are ignorant, because they choose to be...

But they only BEAT themselves up, they are already killing themselves, I should leave them to it, I should leave them alone, let their lies consume them, making them even more miserable and idiotic than before... for they choose to be like this, so let them.

I am walking away, For I now truly see what lies behind HATE OF TRUTH, it is FEAR and COWARDICE... and if I do not accept it as it is, I will fear to face this Truth and let them and their lies consume me, going back and feeding them some more, adding more fuel to their fire, I must let their "fire" and "fraudulent light" die down, by leaving them be, the darkness will take care of itself when there is no more light to feed on, if the light removes itself from the darkness, the darkness will self-destruct...

There is only hope for people who will change themselves, you can't change other people!!!!

****

Don't let them drive you crazy, if you let them they will!!!

What power does Satan have? God banished him, therefore Satan only has the power you give them, the Darkness only possess the power you allow it to have over you, it only has control when you allow it to control You!!!

New World Hypocrites

 Personality Versus Beliefs

Okay so this one "angel incarnate" [aka lightworker/starseed, other new age label etc] says to me: 'You make so many assumptions, how can you judge me without even knowing me?'

And then another 'angel' comes and say to me 'you are evil because you are a goth that embraces darkness, how can you be a vampire that is a perversion abominable in God's eyes?!'

And I got so mad at this little dude mentioned above calling me names etc... I even blocked him just to stop him from continuously pestering me about my 'beliefs'.

And I was dumbfounded by this simultaneous incident - the one angel is accusing me of judging and here was another judging me.

And I just realized that assumptions made based on a person's beliefs can never be far off if your personality is always an outflow of your beliefs.

It doesn't take a person with half a brain to notice the hypocrisy going on in Christianity, even so in 'new age beliefs' - if you were once harmed by someone who claims to be all 'love & light' and you continue to buy into the lies they put up, then you are really a helpless moron.

If I judge a new ager it is based on hard facts - the person acting contrary to their beliefs, I judge the beliefs because the person proved it wrong.

So it is not that I do not know you or hate you as person - but the very fact that your beliefs are in discordance with what you really are - how you act and live in real life.

I am judging the beliefs - are they right or wrong? And how can they be right if the person proves them wrong?!

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When a new ager acts contrary to his/her boasting claims of being the very essence of radiating "love and light", then you have a true Hypocrite at your hands - it is best to judge wisely than let their lies consume you.