Showing posts with label spirituality. Show all posts
Showing posts with label spirituality. Show all posts

Tuesday, 3 May 2016

DON'T JUDGE NEW AGE GURUS, LEST YOU BE JUDGED

Yes you read the title right.

I received a comment on one of my blog posts written 2 years back.

It inspired me to write this blog post.

I was thinking to myself "I am not judging the new age guru, I am judging myself for being such a fucking idiot believing in their new age shit in the first place!!!"

That is what self-development is all about - evaluating and re-evaluating yourself, your opinions, your past actions. True spiritual progress is being honest with yourself, and growing because of it.

To be a true critic of yourself is to become a true spiritual "master". Unfortunately I cannot say the same goes for these new age gurus, oh sorry supreme conartists. They seem to lack self-awareness completely and therefore leading their followers down the path of a "common purpose of a complete bullshit conspiracy between the consumer/client and provider/guru". Due to excessive delusions of self-grandeur I completely doubt that they will ever face up to bullshitting themselves and/or other people or ever being wrong for that regard.

I read what fucks us up most is the IMAGE IN OUR HEADS ABOUT HOW IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE. Therefore making peace with the facts as they are is much better than to fret over how imperfect these common human beings are, they were created to be fatally flawed humans!!!



NEW AGERS PERMANENTLY HIGH ON BULLSHIT,
DRINK THAT LOVELY NEW AGE POISON / LIES ASSHOLES



WHEN THE FUCK WILL NEW AGERS' BULLSHIT CATCH UP WITH REALITY?

uhhhm maybe stop being a bitter housewife, without a job escaping into the cyber-web for release and/or forget on new age forums. Get a job, get a degree, get into the real world, before the galactic federation of lies sucks you in completely.....

new age teenagers please join community programs promising actual progress with society after school hours if you are that fucking bored and have too little homework, AND too much time to troll on the internet without actually developing your mind for future use, frying it with new age crap too soon.

as for the others who have no other reason to be on new age forums, poisoning their minds with new age bullshit, and harassing other people online because of it AND ALSO saving their money to buy new age shit or donating MONEY to a fake JESUS, like the Sananda FROG OF THE GALACTIC FEDERATION OF LIES... man what the fuck is wrong with you guys? You can kiss him, but he won't turn into a Prince or give you your time and money back -- that is a guarantee!!!


STOP GIVING CULT LEADERS ORGASMS BY BEING STUPID AS FUCK BY KNEELING IN FRONT OF THEIR GODS WHICH THEY IMPERSONATE FOR KICKS


I am sure there is a lot of better ways to use your time and money to make a real difference in life OUTSIDE of the NEW AGE WHIRLPOOL of oblivion.

YOU WANT TO LIVE AND MAKE A CHANGE? LIVE, DON'T WAIT ON A CULT PROMISING YOU LIFE ONE DAY DUE TO CERTAIN COMPROMISES YOU ARE WILLING TO MAKE.








Saturday, 14 November 2015

NEW AGE BULLSHIT: RACISM, MURDER & REINCARNATION

The New Age of Love is one big fucking LIE; it is nothing but bullshit; to keep idiot new age cult followers obedient and subservient to DARKNESS. 

Why the fuck would I say that?

Let's see - because the NEW AGE tells people to AVOID ALL NEGATIVITY, to do absolutely fuck all [NOTHING] about EVIL taking place right in front of them. To me that doctrine spells "ACCEPT EVIL SHIT, YOU CAN DO ZILCH ABOUT IT, AND IF YOU DO, YOU ARE NO LONGER A LOVE AND LIGHTER, YOU ARE NO LONGER A FUN LOVING HIPPIE, WHEN YOU FIGHT FIRE WITH FIRE OR GROW SOME ACTUAL BALLS TO STARE EVIL IN THE FACE AND ACTUALLY TRY STOPPING IT YOU WILL BE REJECTED AS AN EVIL SON OF BITCH YOURSELF"

Okay, okay, why the fucking rant?

Well look the fuck around you, you spineless NEW AGE fucktard, you say the NEW AGE OF LOVE AND AWARENESS IS HERE, think again, More than a 100 People have been killed in france in a Islam Terrorist attack, a Russian Aircraft was bombed over Egypt suspected to have been targetted by the same Terrorist group, 224 people dead (MURDERED BY ANOTHER IDIOT CULT), PEOPLE still STRUGGLE with PREJUDICE everyday, the SYSTEM IS DRAINING each citizen dry, with TAX and whatever thing they can get to deprive the SOUL OF TRUE INDEPENDENCE AND POWER. Oh and don't forget the RACISM, like the recent event in AMERICA where BLACK STUDENTS AND BLACK EXTREMISTS FALSELY ACCUSE WHITE PEOPLE OF RACISM AND OTHER BULLSHIT, JUST TO DEPRIVE THEM OF A LIVING. Just to name a few.

Where the fuck is the strong INDIGO children to fight ISIS? To stop this fucking madness?

I will conclude this post by talking about REINCARNATION: NEW AGERS BELIEVE, post some sad shit on facebook, about how much you care about PARIS, RUSSIANS AND OTHER EUROPEANS BEING VICTIMS OF HATE AND TERRORIST CRIMES, but they don't really give a fuck. They only post that shit, and change their profile pic to the paris flag overlay, to look as if they are actually compassionate human beings, with real feelings, to play on the feelings of people around them, to manipulate them into thinking " wow this person is so sweet and caring, maybe they will be a good friend"........... uuuuuhm no, not a fuck. Psychopaths like these who feed on sadness of other people for their own gain, are not GOOD PEOPLE, FUCK they aren't even smart people if you ask me. Well they think they are, to see how many followers they can get by pretending to give an actual fuck about even kids being killed in Syria for example.


Anyhow, if these fuckheads believe in reincarnation, why don't they try to SAVE the world or their FUTURE on this planet, so they say leave everything to shit, let everything go to shit on this plane of existence, but you know we MIGHT COME back to this shithole. Great care there to preserve YOUR PLANETARY SCHOOL you fucking moronic cult followers.

The new age is nothing but toxic, telling people that DESTRUCTION IS OKAY, because don't get your hands dirty trying to STOP IT, TRYING TO PRESERVE ANYTHING, because that is CRAMPING THE NEW AGER'S "HANDS OFF" STYLE.

On a last note - they seem to forget that ONLY SOULS who are brave enough to make a real difference, gets true DIVINE pardon and/or favour. While new agers sit on their asses, they must think about the SOLDIERS for example, who are making a real difference trying to fight evil, risking their lives for the lives of other people, now that is true sacrifice.

NEW AGERS ARE NOTHING BUT WHINEY SON OF BITCHES, WITH NO REAL PURPOSE IN LIFE, WHO LIVE IN A DREAM WORLD OF THEIR OWN, AND COULDN'T GIVE A FUCK IT THE WORLD AROUND THEM GOES UP IN FLAMES. THEIR LOVE IS FAKE, AND HAS NO COURAGE LINKED TO IT. 

NEW AGER - FUCK YOU THIS IS FOR YOU:

NOT SO SPECIAL SNOWFLAKE IN MY EYES, GO FUCK YOURSELF AND MAY THE OTHER PEOPLE YOU FUCK OVER WITH YOUR BELIEFS FUCK YOU RIGHT IN THE BACK WITH A SHARP EDGED KARMA STICK








Friday, 27 March 2015

NEW AGE NOT EVEN WORTH A 100 DOLLARS

You new agers have officially been boo-ed by Listverse - apparently the new age lacks the "wow factor", not even Doreen Virtue or Abraham Hicks gets a "yay" from editorial companies. Not even the wiccans or the Dolphins got a thumbs up..for fucks sakes. omfg. When the WORLD SAYS A FUCK YOU TO THE NEW AGE......... ***SMILES****

This is the list I send in, as an experiment:

10 New Age Cults & Practices Said To Raise Your Awareness
Bizarre spiritual practices new agers indulge in, to find a sense of belonging and acceptance. Which is in most cases lead to more confusion than actual spiritual enlightenment. Bizarre new age practices of the new age mind. Does it lead to wholesome experience? This list conveys the importance of research before joining a cult.



1)  Members of the International Starseed Community under the Ashtar Command

The cult is also known as the Galactic Federation of Light.  There are many websites created in its Honor where like minded individuals, believing themselves to be aliens, indigo children and starseeds can go to raise global awareness in an an attempt to save the world. Some new age definitions here (Link 1)[1] For one of their facebook pages go here – (Link 2)[2]
This movement particularly peaked during 2008 and 2012 with all the conspiracies about the aliens or the galactic federation of light (the all knowing beings and protectors of the universe looking out for the inhabitants of earth), coming to save the world during a full disclosure and apocalyptic period.

There is also many opposition groups against this movement, due to alien conspiracies linking it to governmental disinformation and media corruption. See one such page here (Link 3)[3]

2)  Christian Religion

This is probably one of the most ancient religions, but can be classified as new age. Mainly because the new agers is all about unconditional love, like the Christ. But as Ghandi said "I love your Christ, but you are so unlike your Christ!". This religion is a breeding ground for all sorts of hypocrisy, and underhand corruption schemes. There are a lot of Christians who protest, and have webpages created saying that they are not at all linked to the new age cult, when the Christian religion is a cult itself (Link 4)[4]. And of course we have the new agers in denial of being part of a cult themselves (Link 5)[5]


3)  The Past Life Regression Therapy

The aim is to get in touch with all that you are. To understand where you came from to build a better self for you in this particular life. To learn from your past mistakes, in a past life, to raise your spiritual awareness and to bring the new found energy into your new life to better the world around you. There are however dangers connected to this if not approach with caution. Some people may get stuck in the past and get addicted to hypnosis, and refuse to release their fears and weakness of a past life in order to actually get a move on and do something about what they had learned. [See Article about the dangers involved with such a practice if not approached with a sense of being grounded (Link 6)[6] and a youtube video explaining past life regression in detail (Link 7)[7]]

4)   The Otherkin community

Welcome to the cult, where you are allowed to be anything you want to be. From archangels incarnate, demons, aliens, angels, mermaids, werewolves (which they call themselves "therian") et cetera.

But there are many problems in the otherkin community like bullying and who is the biggest "other"-kin [see youtube video here from an otherkinner herself who believes herself to be part animal (Link 8)[8]]

This is a subculture of the new age, and fueled by new world order conspiracy theories. Apparently it is part of the New World Order's hybridization program. The conspiracy goes that Chimeras are being created by evil scientists in labs, and that human DNA is slowly merging with animal DNA, to alter human DNA to make humans more susceptible to mind control. [read more about chimeras (human- animal hybrids) here (Link 9)[9]] There are many youtube videos on this topic, feel free to google it.

5)  The Indigo Children (Indigo Society)

There is a special website for the indigo children, namely the indigosociety.com (Link 10)[10] There is also many new age workshops for only the indigo children and their parents who wishes to make some money out of their weird child. Supposedly how they are the children of the rainbow here to save the world from damnation and destruction, when their very nature denotes a rebellious and destructive attitude. These are the special ones, the chosen ones, the only hope for mankind to pay it forward. [see articles here how to identify them – (link 11)[11]and what they are exactly as in a type of alien (angel) hybrid human (link 12)[12]]

Many conspiracy theories suggest that this is also part of some NEW WORLD ORDER agenda, by making people think they are more special than they are; to instead of raising awareness actually spread more hostility amongst society by enforcing the ego-principle and not the spiritual principle of ONENESS. Some even go so far as to say that these individuals are not angels but demonically possessed [see article here (link 13)[13]]

6)   Kundalini Awakening - attaining Christ Consciousness

You must go to India, and follow a swami. Get your orange or saffron robe on, to tell the world that you are done with materialism. And that you are all about self-love and into living in peace with everyone and yourself. You must Go through extensive yoga practices to raise the Sacred Serpent in your spine to raise your consciousness. All to make you more spiritually aware and more in tune with the spiritual world around you, so that you may experience total oneness with everything in and around you. But this practice can spin out of control, if being grounded is not taken seriously. [Read more about people who attempted this successfully and became kundalini survivors instead of people stuck in a fairy tale world believing themselves to be Christ here to save the world – (link 14)[14]

7)   Wiccan community

This is another subculture of the new age. Predominantly believing themselves to be white witches, and abiding by the wiccan rede of the rule of three.  It states that whatever energy a person puts out into the world, be it positive or negative, will be returned to that person three times. Despite its magical allure it practically nothing but a nature based religion, another word for a nature-loving-tree-hugging-hippie. [See here (Link 15)[15]]

8)  Angel Therapy Classes and a Course in Miracles

You can go to classes that will teach you how to get in touch with angels and aliens, or whatever mystical creature you want to get in touch with, such as a mermaid or goddess of volcanoes for example. All brought to you by Doreen Virtuee. That teaches people how to be angels incarnate, how to communicate with angels in other realms, and how to even become a witch or wise one, that can wield the supernatural powers that she holds - at a hefty material price of course, in spite of the Doreen Virtue movement portraying itself as not being materially motivated.

You can also buy assorted card decks and angel cards which is the modern version of Tarot Cards. But you have to have money, to buy them, before you can get in touch with the other world. Money in this case means a quick fix for self-realization and spirit communication. [see her website here for more information – (link 16)[16]]

She has been criticized by many skeptics however [ see here (LINK 17)[17] and here (LINK 18)[18]]


9)  The Law of Attraction

It is also part of the new age market where new age gurus could have pocketed in on the new age wave and/or craze of the time. The creator Abraham Hicks taught that that which you think you can create. And positive thoughts create positive outcomes and bad thoughts create bad events in your life. His books and workshops practically made him a millionaire.

Many people supposedly committed suicide for following his teachings and never getting along in the real world, there are blogs that speaks out strongly about the effects of this dangerous practice and the casualties that were involved [see here (LINK 19)[19]and another blog (LINK 20)[20]]

The creator of this movement also had his little card decks like Doreen Virtue, supposedly you cannot be wise if you don't pay for the cards and your life will go down a spiral of failure if you exist without them. The creator died of Cancer, did he will his own death? Despite not believing in fate and destiny?

10) Swimming with Dolphins

This one must be the most Bizarre. Swimming with dolphins would save the world from apocalyptic disaster. Due to the dolphin's large brain capacity and sonar abilities they probably linked it with the whole raising of consciousness agenda. And somehow this therapy could improve the mental state of disabled children too. There are even water birth programs with the dolphins acting as midwives; to assist the mother giving birth in a highly spiritual ritual. Probably to give birth to another indigo child to save the world.

 But these movements have been criticized and targeted for animal cruelty disputes. Due to the fact that these loving new agers, are making great profit out of keeping these sea creatures captive while feigning their mystical healing properites. [See article here -
(link 21)[21]]

WEBSITES CREATED FOR PEOPLE RECOVERING FROM THE TRAUMA BEING PART OF THESE NEW AGE MOVEMENTS[22]



Friday, 19 December 2014

FAMILY MAKES ME SICK

It is a great shame that I have to write this during a Christmas season, when families are supposed to come close and actually be there for each other.

But in my life, the family who I thought would always be there for me, is simply incapable of being there for me on an emotional level at all.

Let's say due to our religious differences - them being dumb christian zealots who cannot go a day without NOT thinking for themselves, and me being the agnostic crazy cousin. I don't want anything financially from them as well, heaven forbid I don't want to create more ties than the TOXIC EMOTIONAL BONDS I already worked so hard to sever.

So the story goes one of my family members asked me if I would come to visit them, via a request on facebook. At first I said yes, but then I was thinking to myself, going through my memory bank of the past five years - why I initially severed all contact with them. My stomach started to act up and I felt like I was going to vomit. Which is strange since the whole week I feel constipated, then I hear I must go to visit the family, and all of a sudden I get diarrhea and fall into a dark cloud of anxiety.

And to top it all off - this week I almost broke my ankle and a ligament was torn. Now I must wear this supporting cast they call a moonboot. And I know how my uncle and grandparents would greet me - first ask me what happened to my foot, then tell me how stupid I am for falling, and then laughing at the situation I am in. These people seriously lack any sense of compassion - maybe it is due to their psycho-sociopathic religious relations. Or just because they are limp brained pricks, as simple as that. 

Or the fact that my aunt thinks I want to seduce my uncle and want to compete with me in a childish manner. This family situation is just fucked up. I just think my aunt is intimidated by me or even jealous - something that has nothing to do with me actually wanting her stupid ass husband. More over I believe it is due to  her religious upbringing, and her strict parents, that made her hate herself so much, suffering from a complete lack of self-esteem due to religious indoctrination - that she is INTIMIDATED and THREATENED by anyone who she feels challenges her self-worth. This is also unchristian like to falsely suspect and wanting to look down on someone because YOU HAVE A PROBLEM with yourself. 

It is absolutely not my problem if my aunt chooses to live a shallow life - and feel the need to compete with a deep and free spirited soul like I am.  Someone (me) who released the very bonds that keeps her (my aunt)  captive. Yes I believe it is ENVY and not jealousy, for the latter requires STRESS that someone is going to take away what  you have. She wants however what I have - the person that she can never be, due to keeping herself mentally imprisoned by her own distorted belief structures.


I sure as fuck don't want to go there on a Saturday, to sleepover, and go to CHURCH with them on Sunday. First I look as if I just escaped war alive with my foot cast, and second I don't have time for that bullshit. These people are not deep, they are superficial and judgmental - the type of people who would rather buy their kids braces to make them feel good than actually talk to them to find out what really bothers them inside.

My aunt is 16 years my senior, yet she still lives in a childlike mentality - due to her always wanting to impress SOCIETY, and always wanting to do what is right according to WHAT SHE THINKS, people thinks, is RIGHT for her to live by.

I used to like her better, when she was unmarried, childless and free spirited and there was more room for development. She seems stuck today. And her dreams have become unattainable by herself. And she lives through her children and social status being married to a wealthy businessman.

I hope I never end up like her, to crucify my soul on society's lame standards. Sad fact is - her husband is just as shallow as fuck as she is. Who wants that, who needs this type of relationship? Only a zombie, slave to this world. They are so concerned with pleasing the world and society, that they completely lost track of themselves AND THEIR CHILDREN who are doomed to fit into the mold they parents created for them to live by.

And of course there is always my father who compares my siblings and I to our cousins, telling us how fucked up we are and how cool they are - then I simply remind him "well these assholes need to grow up some time, they are just crashes waiting to happen". Some fucks need to come back to earth, and some even die before that can happen and their soul can attain true depth. There is no satisfaction in leaving this earth a shallow piece of trash, and getting at heaven's gates EMPTY HANDED. The difference between my father's brother's children and my brother and I, is that WE tasted the ground a long time ago, we actually grew up faster, due to having to deal with REALITY as it is, and not as society portrays it. Can we say that we are more humble than they are, more humility? Definitely.

Let's take for example my brother and I grew up with a father who is emotionally explosive, yay to the scorpio trait. My father always manifested his emotions in some sick way, he never really let it get bottled up. Which is different from his family or brothers and sisters, because they would rather keep their shit in and veiled or clouded from their children. My father is thus different, yet similar to his siblings in some sick way.  Point being made is that if it was not for HIM making his children deal with his emotional suffering, we would not have grown as the people we are today, laid back and even empathetic etc. Is this a benefit of child abuse? LMFAO


My father's siblings' children on the other hand, well their parents fear their emotions more than my father ever did, and failed to express them so that people can really understand them, because it is a sin AND improper you know and then I hear my father's MOTTO: I WON'T LIVE A LIE.


Anyway I stayed at home, and let my parents go on their own together with my little sister to the FAMILY, even though my aunt prepared my bed because I said I was going, I just felt too sick to go there again, it never changes, the story is always the same - the same shallow shit plays off every time. Now I UNDERSTAND why my father always expressed his emotions so vehemently - because that family simply NEVER TALKED TO EACH OTHER, other than the casual and stupid small talk. Well fuck that shit, I don't have time for that shit, I deal with it at my work. I need some time alone too you know, where I can be REAL WITH MYSELF. And luckily I can do that on my weekends. I don't want to waste it on the same superficial shit I deal with everyday.

sometimes dreaming about fucked up shit






















You have to be funny about it and honest about it. You can't leave yourself out of that mix. You have to be honest enough to say, I'm that messed-up one in the family. ~ Louie Anderson quotes  


 

 

Wednesday, 24 September 2014

LAZY NEW AGE PRICKS

How do you become spiritual in the new age community?

Simple:


You just buy a fucking pack of Angel cards, or buy one of Doreen Virtue's self-help books about being a mermaid. 
Or you just buy a fucking otherkin T-shirt manufactured by another greedy new age bitch for nothing but monetary gain. Dressing people up in their kin-type, making them look like voluntary fools.

yeah

What prompted this post, see here as seen in the otherkin tag on tumblr:






















AND















At first I thought it was just an ordinary motherfucking troll post, but after reflection, it was clear it made a lot of sense.

All I can say about this shit is that THERE IS NO EASY WAY to become spiritual, or to get spiritually attuned in life.


To be really spiritual, means to take your shit seriously, and knowing that it is going to be a hard path to walk. And accepting the difficulty to become spiritual, or to work on yourself spiritually, has its own blessings.




I believe that those who think there is a quick fix to become spiritual, have not reaped any such blessings, and don't know true spiritual gifts from being on a serious spiritual path.
source: http://38.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m6wsu3Sswp1r9xj9to1_1280.jpg

Sunday, 13 July 2014

HOW TO CREATE YOUR OWN NEW AGE SCAM - RAISE YOUR VIBRATION - DON'T BE A GREEDY FUCK BY BEING A GREEDY PIG

IIIII have toooooo stay cool! Someone ffffffhound the Remote for my Vibrator!



Consciousness is a constant.

Today, science tells us that the essence of nature is fulfillment. Wonder is the driver of health.

Throughout history, humans have been interacting with the galaxy via electromagnetic forces.

Dogma is the antithesis of freedom. We can no longer afford to live with desire. Without rebirth, one cannot grow.


Greed is born in the gap where transformation has been excluded. You may be ruled by ego without realizing it. Do not let it disrupt the nature of your myth. Only an entity of the quantum soup may bring about this unifying of presence.

It is a sign of things to come. The rekindling of inspiration is now happening worldwide. The future will be a transformative unveiling of transformation.

Our conversations with other adventurers have led to a summoning of pseudo-astral consciousness.
You will soon be reborn by a power deep within yourself — a power that is magical, sublime. Through reiki, our chakras are opened by intuition. Naturopathy may be the solution to what’s holding you back from a powerful spark of intuition.

The totality is radiating chaos-driven reactions. We believe, we live, we are reborn. You and I are entities of the quantum soup.


VISIT ATHEIST PAGE


AND THE ARGUMENT CONTINUES HERE:


You and I are entities of the world.


The goal of electromagnetic resonance is to plant the seeds of freedom rather than materialism. By unveiling, we believe. 

It is time to take beauty to the next level.

You must take a stand against yearning. Only an entity of the totality may manifest this metamorphosis of divinity. You may be ruled by discontinuity without realizing it. Do not let it exterminate the nature of your myth. 

Passion requires exploration. Chi is the nature of purpose, and of us. We live, we grow, we are reborn. 

Synchronicity is a constant. Consciousness consists of sonar energy of quantum energy. “Quantum” means an unfolding of the angelic. We exist as bio-feedback. 

This myth never ends.


You will soon be recreated by a power deep within yourself — a power that is magical, interstellar. As you self-actualize, you will enter into infinite joy that transcends understanding. Through tarot, our brains are engulfed in being. 

To traverse the circuit is to become one with it. This life is nothing short of a summoning spark of higher non-locality. Rejuvenation is the driver of inspiration.


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my thoughts on this comical new age diatribe that the atheists got going at:

SO IF I GET THIS JUNK RIGHT - IS THAT THE NEW AGE TEACHES THAT WE MUST DETACH FROM THE MATERIAL WORLD, yet we MUST UNFOLD OUR UTMOST DIVINE POWER AT THE SAME TIME...how the fuck does that work?

yeah i thought so too in the beginning, when i joined the new age community, or rather when i was coaxed into believing that i was more special than what I really was, that I was supposed to be a writer, to be a dreamer all my life, to forget about how to make a sensible living for myself...by some evil bitch who told me "i was a "witch" with superpowers"...

of course I did not know what the word "witch" meant during those young and very much ignorant adolescent  years of my life..... it comes from being too lazy to study by yourself on spiritual matters, and thinking that when someone offers to be your "teacher" you just hit the jackpot and can sit back doing nothing...other than to be a stupid attention whore almost like being in heat for A mentor WHO IS REALLY MENTAL BEHIND THE SCENES, who only uses you for past time entertainment, to fulfill her evil sexual desires...yeah she had lesbian tendencies.....of course I DID NOT KNOW OR FIGURE THAT OUT BEFORE IT WAS TOO GOD DAMN LATE..........Nor that she was totally psycho and had no intention to teach me anything really, but only to use me for some sick past time perversion.

Where was I - so I got involved with the wrong people who I thought were spiritual, or who were able to lead me in some absurd spiritual way, because lets face it, I felt really confused at that time....and wanted someone to love me, really love me, and give me good direction in life...turns out I picked some type of vampire of a woman, who did not care about my spiritual well being at all, or that I was hurt countless times by other people in the same way before...it was like I was a target for the same type of abuse over and over...I don't think I will ever forgive her...and her abusive treatment of me is what led me to rage out against the retarded new age community in the first place.

What I did learn is, that you cannot just wait and sit around thinking, things will actually happen for you.......no you have to be grounded.....you need to actually WORK to get somewhere in life.....even though said "mentor" told me she couldn't get by without money...it was she who inspired me to get involved with the online new age community, who totally almost make me lose my shit altogether with their attitude of FORGET ABOUT THE REAL WORLD, live in some fantasy world instead and everything will be okay - as was the image that evil "mentor" of mine was really playing me at...that everything was okay, that she was some teacher here to save me coming with shit at me like "when you are ready the teacher will appear" and "you are starting early" (with being a witch or whatever)...... omfg...and I WAS SO STUPID AT THAT STAGE, i ate everything up as if it were true......that she was really that cool.....one thing is right, I DID START EARLIER ON MY SPIRITUAL PATH than other people, in the fact that I GOT DISAPPOINTED by people much earlier in my life, thanks to people like her...and after HER I REALLY WOKE UP...to what she was actually trying to do to me..and saw how it really corresponded with the fucked up new age movement and the various new age cult leaders and their psychology abusing people in broad day light without their knowledge......yeah my eyes really opened up after that...and so my hatred for the new age community ensued after that.

Seeing how this new age mentor made me humiliate myself believing all her bullshit....yes I do harbour resentment towards her...because instead of being a teacher she was truly leading me astray.

Any case, back to the atheist's mockery of the new age crap above - if you read carefully, you can read between the lines, and see how the new ager's mind really works - they tell you one thing, or a certain way to reach something, yet which is totally impossible to attain in the way they teach you to do it - I MEAN HOW CAN YOU BE TRULY ON THE RIGHT PATH OR MAKE A SIGNIFICANT CHANGE IN SOCIETY IF YOU CANNOT LEARN HOW TO FUNCTION IN THE MATERIAL WORLD OR AS A MEMBER OF SOCIETY?!

 HOW CAN YOU MAKE A TRUE DIFFERENCE IN THE WORLD IF YOU ARE NOT GROUNDED WITHIN YOURSELF? HOW CAN YOU MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN THE WORLD IF YOU CANNOT EVEN KNOW THE LAWS OF THIS WORLD, TO MAKE MONEY, IN ORDER TO SURVIVE? HOW CAN YOU SAY YOU ARE A SIGNIFICANT INFLUENCE IN THE WORLD WITHOUT ESTABLISHING YOURSELF IN THIS WORLD?

HOW can you truly raise your spiritual vibration in the world if you cannot function in this world, that is what I am really getting at......if you are not grounded in this world, then your spiritual vibration is pretty low I'd say.


Yet again we have new agers, like that mentor of mine, who has established herself in the material world, yet her vibration is still pretty low, because she lacks integrity, she is not really spiritual, she has no morals or moral compass, she is just a bullshitter, without a real purpose in this world....

you see the ambiguity here? You can be rich, but your vibration can be low, on the other hand if you are really spiritually orientated in this world your spiritual vibration can be just as high as the mountains of your riches.

 moral of the story - these new age gurus make you believe there is an easy fix for everything in life - by dreaming about it, instead of working on your problems to get where you need to be in life. That is just not healthy, they also seem to think that it is okay for them to bullshit you, and that you must never figure out how people function in the real world or why they seek to abuse you, you must be oblivious to the fact that certain people would rather wish to exploit and damage you, than really get you on the right track. Mastering in the knowledge of people relationships is a big no no...because that is how they keep you asleep and manipulated so that you cannot do anything for yourself in this world, and instead be spell bound by their bullshit so that they can get all the shine and credits in life. *yawns* fuck that...she taught me one thing AND THAT IS TO BE A GROWN UP WOMAN, FIGHTING FOR MYSELF AND MY OWN SANITY AND PLACE IN THIS WORLD.