The Spiritual Juggernaut

...as she walked through the dark, dark forest. she got deeper, deeper, and deeper in. she discovered a swamp, and knowing the importance of her journey, she knew she must go through it. she took off her beautiful slippers, and trudged through the muddy water. each sickening slop, slosh, and squish made her cringe, as she could feel the filth between her toes. but she must go on. there are too many people counting on her to complete her quest.

SHE... was the avatar of the heart. the only one her friends and family could count on, to ease their troubles. the mud got deeper, and thicker as she marched onward. the swamp began to get deeper, and at a moments pass, she was swimming in swamp water.

she was tired. her body ached, her mind weary... but she knew, that if she stopped swimming right now, the swamp water would engulf her, and she would be yet another victim of these god forsaken lands...

this... this is where you stand right now. the swamp water is the weight of everyone else's problems upon you. you could keep swimming, keep going through the filth and the muck that builds up on your body over time until you finally make it to the golden fields, where you will meet the other champions of the swamp. they will pull you out, give you a clean shower, a nice meal and a hardy congratulations that you never gave up. 

on the other hand, you could stop swimming right now... sink into the swamp, let other peoples problems devour you, becoming a loathsome ghoul that haunts the deep, wandering... never knowing the joys of the golden fields. what I'm trying to say is that sometimes, you have to be the juggernaut... the one that takes on the problems of others... but it wont be forever. there will always be someone to talk to, to help you out. the person who pulls out out of the muck, picks you up, and washes you off to send you on your next journey. 

if you feel you have no one, then you are wrong...God sends you various messengers and helpers each day along your journey...

Message from the Goddess Artemis (the Goddess of the Hunt) and THE UTILIZATION OF HER BOW AND ARROW set on a target for a specific outcome:

"If you're going through hell, keep going. She says, "Keep your unwavering thoughts, feelings, and actions focused on your target, and you will make your mark." She asks you today to make a decision and stick to it. Stop wavering, she says. Are you wondering why you are not getting anywhere with your goals? It is because they are clouded. Being unclear about what you want will certainly keep you from ever receiving what you want. Know what you want, she says, And then start to make clear and concise actions that work towards your goal. Not making a decision IS making a decision. Hesitating, and not taking action towards your goals is a choice, just as much as making movement toward it is. Ask the animals, elementals, angels, or your other guides to help you. Be clear about what you want. And then focus your intentions and back them up with actions and you WILL move towards your goal,  it is about tenacity meaning sticking to a decision and not allowing outside forces to sway you from your target."