Interesting read:
http://socialworkunplugged.com/2013/08/01/love-and-light-now-piss-off/
my thoughts on this: can you protect yourself from bullshit if you protect yourself with bullshit? Interesting Merkabah observation.
Also she notes how new age thoughts can be imprisoning.
I can tell you why they don't want to listen to anything negative, because these new age idiots lack the balls to process negativity, hence all the disinfo and fake ways of "healing" they present . The only thing that really stands between the new ager and true enlightenment is the stumbling block of their own denied darkness. These retards have no connection to their own human nature, so how can they save mankind from "impending doom"?
Self-awareness is what establishes a real guru from a con-artist.
Indigo children pride themselves on being rebels, but they cannot even rebel against their own human nature. Let that sink in for a moment. The human experience overcame their spirit(s).
Monday, 14 September 2015
OPEN LETTER TO OTHERKIN TROLLS
I can tell you what is wrong with you.
You are not going insane because you are special.
I mean it is not like you are being possessed by the devil or a demon.
It is not like your chakras are igniting and therefore your entire equilibrium is now screwed, and you cannot get back to feeling normal, balanced and healthy.
It is not like when Jesus died on the cross, you were next in line to the prophets' throne.
It has really nothing to do with you being special at all.
No, it is part of some narcissistic, selfish sickness of your dark psyche, that wants to be loved.
That wants to stand out in the crowd, that seeks acknowledgment for being far more admired than your fellow brother or sister. Like being part of the High School cool kids group, having a second chance at High School fame.
To you it is nothing but part of a human vanity, a common sickness suffered by all of mankind. Yet you will never acknowledge it to your equally sick as fuck followers.
YOU WANT TO BE LOVED, YOU WANT ATTENTION ABOVE ANYTHING.
AND YOU WILL DO ANYTHING TO GET IT, EVEN LIE TO LOOK COOL OR STRANGE, STUCK ON THE FRINGE.
Or gather your little group of followers ONLINE to feel you miraculously accomplished something in your pathetic life.
What are you trying to hide?
That you are a weak ass motherfucker with a low self-esteem and an INFERIORITY COMPLEX that drives your SUPERIORITY COMPLEX and bullying of others, so that they can feel like NOTHING, so that you may feel like everything.
You are not going insane because you are special.
I mean it is not like you are being possessed by the devil or a demon.
It is not like your chakras are igniting and therefore your entire equilibrium is now screwed, and you cannot get back to feeling normal, balanced and healthy.
It is not like when Jesus died on the cross, you were next in line to the prophets' throne.
It has really nothing to do with you being special at all.
No, it is part of some narcissistic, selfish sickness of your dark psyche, that wants to be loved.
That wants to stand out in the crowd, that seeks acknowledgment for being far more admired than your fellow brother or sister. Like being part of the High School cool kids group, having a second chance at High School fame.
To you it is nothing but part of a human vanity, a common sickness suffered by all of mankind. Yet you will never acknowledge it to your equally sick as fuck followers.
YOU WANT TO BE LOVED, YOU WANT ATTENTION ABOVE ANYTHING.
AND YOU WILL DO ANYTHING TO GET IT, EVEN LIE TO LOOK COOL OR STRANGE, STUCK ON THE FRINGE.
Or gather your little group of followers ONLINE to feel you miraculously accomplished something in your pathetic life.
What are you trying to hide?
That you are a weak ass motherfucker with a low self-esteem and an INFERIORITY COMPLEX that drives your SUPERIORITY COMPLEX and bullying of others, so that they can feel like NOTHING, so that you may feel like everything.
OTHERKIN ARE NARCISSISTS
I am going to keep this short.
My observation of the otherkin is as follows:
* one asshole always wants to be more special than the next;
* they call each other out as fakes to feel more entitled to attention.
When one insane motherfucker calls out another insane motherfucker on their bullshit, you have to recognize the irony in it all.
I got the attitude "do you know who the fuck you are talking to? Because I am God's divine archangel incarnate sent to earth, you better shut the fuck up!"
Yes I know who I am talking to - a delusional bitch.
This comes down to my closing paragraph - let's talk about some serious new age bullshit going on.
See we have the angels incarnate (let us call them love and lighters) who are supposed to be in synch with the NEW AGE ONENESS, who are constantly bringing each other down. [WHERE IS THE LOVE IN RECIPROCATED BULLYING?] They are constantly telling the next "angelkin" what a bullshitter they are, because they want to be the only SPECIAL SNOWFLAKE, whose SYNDROME gets fed by other delusional pricks, as in WILLING FOLLOWERS, who like to be manipulated for some sick reason, who want to follow someone WHO CANNOT THINK FOR THEMSELVES (the head otherkin following new age bullshit like their lives depend on it) because they (gullible followers) FEAR TO THINK FOR THEMSELVES TOO. So you get one asshole whose head ain't screwed on right, getting followed by another asshole who doesn't want to think HARD because that shit is hard and painful man.
Then you get darker otherkin, those who call themselves demonkin or any other monsterkin - the same shit goes down there. But at least it is understandable since they are more in tune with their dark side, to act like raging jealous bitches fits their profile just fine, or isn't it just another form of the "light kin" NARC SICKNESS?
ALL IN ALL - OTHERKIN ARE BETTER AT ATTENTION WHORING THAN JEHOVA'S WITNESSES OR PLASTIC (CLIQUES). THEY ARE BETTER AT BULLYING PEOPLE BECAUSE THEY FEEL ENTITLED TO ALL THE SPECIAL ATTENTION. IN FACT THEY ARE NO BETTER THAN ANY ZEALOT WHO TRY TO ENFORCE THEIR SUPERIORITY COMPLEX DOWN ON PEOPLE THEY DON'T WANT TO SEE SHINE OR BEING LAVISHED WITH THE SAME TYPE OF ATTENTION.
BUT MOST OF ALL - THEY ARE NO BETTER THAN THREE YEAR OLDS, WITH TERRIBLE THREES TEMPER TANTRUMS, WHEN ALL THE ATTENTION ISN'T ON THEM AND THEIR IMMEDIATE SELFISH NEEDS - FUCK A GREATER PURPOSE, SHIT LIKE WORLD HUNGER ETC CAN WAIT, THEY WANT TO BE FED RIGHT NOW WITH ALL YOUR DELINQUENT ATTENTION.
TELLING THESE CHEAP FUCKS TO FUCK OFF OR TROLLING THEM IN ANY SENSE, GIVES THEM A BIGGER SENSE OF IMPORTANCE. DON'T INFLATE THEIR EGOS BY BECOMING A FAN OF THEIR BULLSHIT. EVEN IF YOU TRY TO DEBUNK THEM, THEY WILL BE FLATTERED, BECAUSE ALL YOUR ATTENTION IS ON THEM, AND NOT FOCUSED ON SOMETHING MORE IMPORTANT IN LIFE THAN THEM.
i don't know what the fuck it is they think they are awakening to, but to me it is nothing but an awakening to bullshit and not realising it for what it is. Hence the difference between a kundalini survivor (true guru head) and an asshole stuck in christ consciousness (special snowflake syndrome).
My observation of the otherkin is as follows:
* one asshole always wants to be more special than the next;
* they call each other out as fakes to feel more entitled to attention.
When one insane motherfucker calls out another insane motherfucker on their bullshit, you have to recognize the irony in it all.
I got the attitude "do you know who the fuck you are talking to? Because I am God's divine archangel incarnate sent to earth, you better shut the fuck up!"
Yes I know who I am talking to - a delusional bitch.
This comes down to my closing paragraph - let's talk about some serious new age bullshit going on.
See we have the angels incarnate (let us call them love and lighters) who are supposed to be in synch with the NEW AGE ONENESS, who are constantly bringing each other down. [WHERE IS THE LOVE IN RECIPROCATED BULLYING?] They are constantly telling the next "angelkin" what a bullshitter they are, because they want to be the only SPECIAL SNOWFLAKE, whose SYNDROME gets fed by other delusional pricks, as in WILLING FOLLOWERS, who like to be manipulated for some sick reason, who want to follow someone WHO CANNOT THINK FOR THEMSELVES (the head otherkin following new age bullshit like their lives depend on it) because they (gullible followers) FEAR TO THINK FOR THEMSELVES TOO. So you get one asshole whose head ain't screwed on right, getting followed by another asshole who doesn't want to think HARD because that shit is hard and painful man.
Then you get darker otherkin, those who call themselves demonkin or any other monsterkin - the same shit goes down there. But at least it is understandable since they are more in tune with their dark side, to act like raging jealous bitches fits their profile just fine, or isn't it just another form of the "light kin" NARC SICKNESS?
ALL IN ALL - OTHERKIN ARE BETTER AT ATTENTION WHORING THAN JEHOVA'S WITNESSES OR PLASTIC (CLIQUES). THEY ARE BETTER AT BULLYING PEOPLE BECAUSE THEY FEEL ENTITLED TO ALL THE SPECIAL ATTENTION. IN FACT THEY ARE NO BETTER THAN ANY ZEALOT WHO TRY TO ENFORCE THEIR SUPERIORITY COMPLEX DOWN ON PEOPLE THEY DON'T WANT TO SEE SHINE OR BEING LAVISHED WITH THE SAME TYPE OF ATTENTION.
BUT MOST OF ALL - THEY ARE NO BETTER THAN THREE YEAR OLDS, WITH TERRIBLE THREES TEMPER TANTRUMS, WHEN ALL THE ATTENTION ISN'T ON THEM AND THEIR IMMEDIATE SELFISH NEEDS - FUCK A GREATER PURPOSE, SHIT LIKE WORLD HUNGER ETC CAN WAIT, THEY WANT TO BE FED RIGHT NOW WITH ALL YOUR DELINQUENT ATTENTION.
TELLING THESE CHEAP FUCKS TO FUCK OFF OR TROLLING THEM IN ANY SENSE, GIVES THEM A BIGGER SENSE OF IMPORTANCE. DON'T INFLATE THEIR EGOS BY BECOMING A FAN OF THEIR BULLSHIT. EVEN IF YOU TRY TO DEBUNK THEM, THEY WILL BE FLATTERED, BECAUSE ALL YOUR ATTENTION IS ON THEM, AND NOT FOCUSED ON SOMETHING MORE IMPORTANT IN LIFE THAN THEM.
i don't know what the fuck it is they think they are awakening to, but to me it is nothing but an awakening to bullshit and not realising it for what it is. Hence the difference between a kundalini survivor (true guru head) and an asshole stuck in christ consciousness (special snowflake syndrome).
Thursday, 10 September 2015
PERFECTION AND NEW AGE BULLSHIT
I just saw a scene from some movie, where a boy is the main character, he was swimming in a pool, swimming his own fucking race, competing against himself, and everyone was standing outside of the pool, cheering him on, telling him he can do it, oh all the eyes on him, HE IS THE SPECIAL SNOWFLAKE AND DIFFERENT FROM EVERYBODY ELSE ??? --- UHHM NO, THAT IS A FUCKING LIE.. what the fuck right?
Let me tell you how this new age bullshit works - the reptoid fuckers get children who are good robots, to do the devil's bidding - by that I mean, like they would do literally everything and anything to reach that preferred state perfection, without giving it a second thought, without really asking what the fuck they are doing in the first place. Let's say, they want to be a famous scientist or doctor or lawyer or priest, because you know that shit is good for the ego, they would just learn the theories like poems that must be recited to sound super cool, and to get the fame their pride allows them to feed on. ( RIP DOGMA THAT BRAIN KILLING FUCKER. )
Let's take for example a few Reptilian whores like those pop sensations such as Britney Spears, Beyonce Knowles, Taylor Swift, Miley Cyrus just to name a few. They have this image of perfection in their heads, that these Snakes, tell them is the epithet ("top point") of stardom and divinity. They will do anything, sell their souls, to get there, whatever it takes - even take it out on their bodies, minds and souls. As long as they have pride, they seemingly need nothing else in this world.
But they are FAR FROM PERFECT, when they reach that pinnacle points in their life, when they reach that BELOVED (ROYALTY) STATUS in life, because when they were busy PLEASING SOCIETY, their SOULS SUFFERED under the pressure, their MINDS SO TO SAY COLLAPSED in one CRUCIAL region (of humanity) while they were USING another part of the brain to get what they wanted.
The illusion of perfection, ego and pride, is what keep these reptoid raped people going. It is also the same thing that makes them bullies of their fellow man, for not living up to these fucked up social standards. THEY FEED OFF the energy generated, when someone makes a mistake even amongst their own flock. They like feeding off feelings such as suffering from inferiority complexes, which they in fact all do, and get mindfucked to think it normal. They thus like bullying each other, in terms of not living up to the standards of what they perceive to be those standards and principles of perfection. It all comes down to them really showing how insecure they are, of how they fear one misstep on their behalf, of how much they really fear being a crack on the matrix or illusion of perfection, how they really fear to be truly DIFFERENT AND UNIQUE. Because what they fear most is not being "good enough", as in "ever", they fear non-acceptance, when in fact they ARE NEVER GOOD ENOUGH, no matter how hard they try to maintain these wayward standards of social "perfection".
NOBODY IS FUCKING PERFECT - IF WE WERE ALL PERFECT, THEN THIS TYPE OF FUCKED UP SOCIAL PARADIGMS WOULD HAVE NEVER EXISTED FOR MANKIND TO LIVE BY.
What is my point with this story? I don't know really, maybe it is to state a fact here - that to the reptoids and the system you will never be good enough, because that is the mental chains they put their "slaves" in. It is a form of blackmail and exploitation. Like you give us all of you and more, and we will never tell the world your greatest weakness ~~ that you just deeply want to be loved and accepted. And then I can't say here "loved for what you are", because clearly if you live to please the system you want to be loved for something you are clearly not, and never will be.
reading my own words, it sounds a bit befuddled, but it makes sense if you think about the entire setup ~~ being part of the "matrix society" you live and work to be loved by a SYSTEM that would never regard you as good enough, because you can never reach the impossible aspirations of their version of perfection.
THE PERFECTION OF THE MATRIX IS A LIE, BUT NOT A GREATER LIE THAN THE EGO OF MAN AND THE ABILITY TO LIE TO ITSELF.
THESE DAYS BEING A TRUE SPECIAL SNOWFLAKE YOU MUST ENDEAVOR TO TRULY BE DIFFERENT THAN THE REST, FUCK THE COOL KIDS, FUCK THEIR STANDARDS ~ BECAUSE THE ONLY THING THAT IS "SPECIAL" OR UNIQUE ABOUT THEM IS THEIR HIVE MINDED SPECIAL SNOWFLAKE SYNDROME, WHEN THEY ALL STRIVE TO ACT THE SAME, NO ONE IS SPECIAL IN THEIR RANKS IN ANYMORE.
Let me tell you how this new age bullshit works - the reptoid fuckers get children who are good robots, to do the devil's bidding - by that I mean, like they would do literally everything and anything to reach that preferred state perfection, without giving it a second thought, without really asking what the fuck they are doing in the first place. Let's say, they want to be a famous scientist or doctor or lawyer or priest, because you know that shit is good for the ego, they would just learn the theories like poems that must be recited to sound super cool, and to get the fame their pride allows them to feed on. ( RIP DOGMA THAT BRAIN KILLING FUCKER. )
Let's take for example a few Reptilian whores like those pop sensations such as Britney Spears, Beyonce Knowles, Taylor Swift, Miley Cyrus just to name a few. They have this image of perfection in their heads, that these Snakes, tell them is the epithet ("top point") of stardom and divinity. They will do anything, sell their souls, to get there, whatever it takes - even take it out on their bodies, minds and souls. As long as they have pride, they seemingly need nothing else in this world.
But they are FAR FROM PERFECT, when they reach that pinnacle points in their life, when they reach that BELOVED (ROYALTY) STATUS in life, because when they were busy PLEASING SOCIETY, their SOULS SUFFERED under the pressure, their MINDS SO TO SAY COLLAPSED in one CRUCIAL region (of humanity) while they were USING another part of the brain to get what they wanted.
The illusion of perfection, ego and pride, is what keep these reptoid raped people going. It is also the same thing that makes them bullies of their fellow man, for not living up to these fucked up social standards. THEY FEED OFF the energy generated, when someone makes a mistake even amongst their own flock. They like feeding off feelings such as suffering from inferiority complexes, which they in fact all do, and get mindfucked to think it normal. They thus like bullying each other, in terms of not living up to the standards of what they perceive to be those standards and principles of perfection. It all comes down to them really showing how insecure they are, of how they fear one misstep on their behalf, of how much they really fear being a crack on the matrix or illusion of perfection, how they really fear to be truly DIFFERENT AND UNIQUE. Because what they fear most is not being "good enough", as in "ever", they fear non-acceptance, when in fact they ARE NEVER GOOD ENOUGH, no matter how hard they try to maintain these wayward standards of social "perfection".
NOBODY IS FUCKING PERFECT - IF WE WERE ALL PERFECT, THEN THIS TYPE OF FUCKED UP SOCIAL PARADIGMS WOULD HAVE NEVER EXISTED FOR MANKIND TO LIVE BY.
What is my point with this story? I don't know really, maybe it is to state a fact here - that to the reptoids and the system you will never be good enough, because that is the mental chains they put their "slaves" in. It is a form of blackmail and exploitation. Like you give us all of you and more, and we will never tell the world your greatest weakness ~~ that you just deeply want to be loved and accepted. And then I can't say here "loved for what you are", because clearly if you live to please the system you want to be loved for something you are clearly not, and never will be.
reading my own words, it sounds a bit befuddled, but it makes sense if you think about the entire setup ~~ being part of the "matrix society" you live and work to be loved by a SYSTEM that would never regard you as good enough, because you can never reach the impossible aspirations of their version of perfection.
THE PERFECTION OF THE MATRIX IS A LIE, BUT NOT A GREATER LIE THAN THE EGO OF MAN AND THE ABILITY TO LIE TO ITSELF.
THESE DAYS BEING A TRUE SPECIAL SNOWFLAKE YOU MUST ENDEAVOR TO TRULY BE DIFFERENT THAN THE REST, FUCK THE COOL KIDS, FUCK THEIR STANDARDS ~ BECAUSE THE ONLY THING THAT IS "SPECIAL" OR UNIQUE ABOUT THEM IS THEIR HIVE MINDED SPECIAL SNOWFLAKE SYNDROME, WHEN THEY ALL STRIVE TO ACT THE SAME, NO ONE IS SPECIAL IN THEIR RANKS IN ANYMORE.
Sunday, 23 August 2015
ARE YOUR ANGELS ANGELS OR CONFUSED SOULS?
Yup, got trolled by a new ager and firm believer of Doreen Virtue's mayhem.
She has pictures of herself with "spirit energy" on them.
I am thinking, and this is my personal belief - that some confused souls hang around other confused souls, their energy may show up on photographs as mist or any other light derivation, but that does not mean that they are higher beings with sound spiritual knowledge.
Part of being a true spiritual person is constantly questioning the energies around you, and also to raise your energy to such an extent that it "enligthens" the souls swarming around you. Your "angels" might as well be learning with you, be careful if you are lazy on your path, your "angels" might just leave for a higher vibration if that is what they crave or stick around to revel in whatever they can get out of your low vibrational energy field.
I personally believe and have experienced "new agers" to be nothing but low vibrational energies, out to mock and pester real seekers.
If you regard yourself a guru, and think your "angels" are the only suckers that must do all the work for you, then you are gravely mistaken. Your angels are not always to your beck and call, they are there to make you realise shit, and to work on the shit YOURSELF, to raise your own "vibration". Using such words like "vibration" only for the sake of these NEW AGE TERMS being the only words these new age trolls pretend to understand.
All souls are learning, I would be very slow to for one second believe that my "angels" or "spirit companions" are fully learned, and/or fully enlightened. All journeys a soul takes is a learning journey in itself, whether it is acting as a spirit guide or guardian angel, or acting as a teacher in a physical incarnation.
It is true that some souls can be "trapped, in the Summerlands", as I once read from a fellow semi- awakened soul, and that made me think a great deal about attracting spirits and being accompanied by them. NOT ALL SPIRITS WISH TO LEARN, OR TO EVOLVE, they can also just go to that which feels good to them, and they also can just merely go with it - in this case - being ATTRACTED TO NEW AGE NUTS, who CANNOT GROW, but who only RELISH in the STATE OF DENIAL, believing that EVERYTHING IS IN FACT GOOD, living in some fantasy state, where no real input needs to be made by a soul to regard themselves as spiritually enlightened, they just dream they are, but they are too lazy to work for it.
I just love learning from trolls, it is just a shame that TROLLS WHO TROLL you without trying to learn from you, LEARN SHIT, if ever. Depending how deep their "love and light" delusion actually stretches, how much escaping the soul feeds off not to deal with their own shit or to get grounded.
Just think for a moment, like really think: if Doreen Virtue was a real medium, she would have told her followers to approach all spirits with caution, in the sense not to think that they are all angels, some might just pretend to be that way, like humans spirits can be vain, like some asshole new agers pretend to be ANGELS to hide from themselves, to avoid at all costs a true AND TEDIOUS path of real spiritual growth.
She has pictures of herself with "spirit energy" on them.
I am thinking, and this is my personal belief - that some confused souls hang around other confused souls, their energy may show up on photographs as mist or any other light derivation, but that does not mean that they are higher beings with sound spiritual knowledge.
Part of being a true spiritual person is constantly questioning the energies around you, and also to raise your energy to such an extent that it "enligthens" the souls swarming around you. Your "angels" might as well be learning with you, be careful if you are lazy on your path, your "angels" might just leave for a higher vibration if that is what they crave or stick around to revel in whatever they can get out of your low vibrational energy field.
I personally believe and have experienced "new agers" to be nothing but low vibrational energies, out to mock and pester real seekers.
If you regard yourself a guru, and think your "angels" are the only suckers that must do all the work for you, then you are gravely mistaken. Your angels are not always to your beck and call, they are there to make you realise shit, and to work on the shit YOURSELF, to raise your own "vibration". Using such words like "vibration" only for the sake of these NEW AGE TERMS being the only words these new age trolls pretend to understand.
All souls are learning, I would be very slow to for one second believe that my "angels" or "spirit companions" are fully learned, and/or fully enlightened. All journeys a soul takes is a learning journey in itself, whether it is acting as a spirit guide or guardian angel, or acting as a teacher in a physical incarnation.
It is true that some souls can be "trapped, in the Summerlands", as I once read from a fellow semi- awakened soul, and that made me think a great deal about attracting spirits and being accompanied by them. NOT ALL SPIRITS WISH TO LEARN, OR TO EVOLVE, they can also just go to that which feels good to them, and they also can just merely go with it - in this case - being ATTRACTED TO NEW AGE NUTS, who CANNOT GROW, but who only RELISH in the STATE OF DENIAL, believing that EVERYTHING IS IN FACT GOOD, living in some fantasy state, where no real input needs to be made by a soul to regard themselves as spiritually enlightened, they just dream they are, but they are too lazy to work for it.
I just love learning from trolls, it is just a shame that TROLLS WHO TROLL you without trying to learn from you, LEARN SHIT, if ever. Depending how deep their "love and light" delusion actually stretches, how much escaping the soul feeds off not to deal with their own shit or to get grounded.
Just think for a moment, like really think: if Doreen Virtue was a real medium, she would have told her followers to approach all spirits with caution, in the sense not to think that they are all angels, some might just pretend to be that way, like humans spirits can be vain, like some asshole new agers pretend to be ANGELS to hide from themselves, to avoid at all costs a true AND TEDIOUS path of real spiritual growth.
REINCARNATION AND SOCIETY'S SHARED PSYCHOSIS
All the world is but a stage ~ William Shakespeare
I have done research on past lives and even subjected myself to a few past life regression sessions aka self-hypnosis to recall that which lies deep within one's soul.
It was not until I told someone who I once deemed a trusted friend, that I actually realized what the fuck is wrong with society.
If it is true that we are all but souls being recycled, due to the different lessons we failed to learn in a past life and need to learn in a new life, then society is generally just fooling itself with regards to its own identity.
I realized the reason being for some people to be so incredibly asleep to the greater spiritual reality is that they immensely enjoy fooling themselves and others in this "new" as fuck life they have been given. Seeing that they deem this "new life" they have been given, their SECOND CHANCE, their NEW LIFE "without any strings attached", a new life where DREAMS that couldn't be fulfilled in the old life can now be fulfilled in another life. They are something new, so the "old them" simply does not exist in their minds any more, nor the fact that they were once spirits in bodies in another physical life, and also just spirits in the afterlife before they came back to earth in a new incarnation. They want to live, as living people. THEY DON'T WANT TO BE GHOSTS AND WANT TO HEAR NONE OF HAVING INCORPOREAL SOULS.
It is then true that people like me who suffered a NDE (Near Death Experience), a thinker, a dreamer, a questioner because of being "awakened" out of this "dream" I once had of a "new life" being given to live - are the very people who threaten these other "recycled" souls on their "journey", that we are seen as people who interfere with their "dreams and growth" in their new lives. That we challenge them to wake the fuck up out of the common delusion, that if you die and get reborn again, you just get a new life without attachments and any consequences whatsoever.
I had far too many soulmate connections, and past life karmic connections to simply make me indifferent thereto. It is true that the NEW AGE movement teaches crap about total detachment, that there must be no attachments to make you feel FREE as a soul, to make you evolve. I beg to differ, I think this NEW AGE CONCEPT has completely been blown out of proportion and the essence of what it was actually meant to serve as has been crudely bent. I just don't know how someone can love or have any sense of passion and purpose in life if they are completely detached from everything and everyone around them. To me that comes down to being in a vegetative state of being. I mean what the fuck do you have to live for (in any life for that regard) if you have no attachments or goals. If you have no soul connections....etc.
Maybe it means you have to detach yourself once the lesson is learned, or maybe it means you have to detach yourself from worldly or material beliefs to see things clearly, to teach with certainty and to make a real difference. Or the most probable meaning is to detach the HIGHER SELF from the EGO, that keeps the the HIGHER SPIRITUAL SELF asleep from itself. With the effect that this ego, that these souls cling to for life and/or death, being the main reason thwarting their spiritual growth in this life and the next.
Yet again total detachment from people and things in general shows a lack of total compassion, an honest lack of soul or heart connection, a total lack of empathy, showing telltale signs of self-induced psychopathy.
Nevertheless - I believe truly spiritually enhanced souls, like I, come to earth, to awaken soon, to teach people to "review" their life choices before they DIE and move on to another life. Maybe that is the purpose of old (teacher) souls. In this way we make people grow at a faster rate.
It is true that people have their own paths and journeys to take, and that you cannot make decisions for anybody. You can however try to make an impact in somebody's life if you feel strongly that it would CHANGE yourself too. On the other hand some people simply refuse to learn, even if you come with good intentions to bring a message or further your own education by trying to help them think out of the box. Then it is good to leave, there is no purpose in making a fool out of yourself for the sake of another person's sanity. Some people like to be constantly insane, they like not having inner peace, they like living within a comfort zone, don't disturb them, learn from them to become a better person yourself. It is also true that TRUE SEEKERS, like yourself, would find you - if you resonate a certain type of energy you will attract them. But if you are confused, you will attract (and/or go to) confused souls. Maybe this is all part of the journey...
ANTI-PSYCHOTICS AND ORGAN FAILURE
Apparently if you believe in things such as SOULS, heaven forbid that you actually believe in having a SPIRIT, or believe in heaven in the real sense of the word, instead of it just being a place where you go after you die without actually doing some research on WHERE THE FUCK ever it is you are exactly planning to go hereafter - you are labelled a psychotic schizophrenic by society and the medical establishments.
It makes so much sense seeing that PSYCHOPATHS (your common zealot and conformist) have no empathy or minds of their own, that having a SOUL is of no use to them, and WOULD never make sense to the "robotic" state of mind.
I fucking hate society. Mainly because it is such a fake setup. Although we are told that we come here to learn, from heaven into a physical body to continue our spiritual evolution. I just don't see how if souls come back time and again, why they fail each time, making the same mistakes and holding the same lame ass beliefs that keeps holding them back. I guess some - with actual souls - must come back more times than once to realize what they refuse to believe through hardships etc. But it doesn't seem to help for some, suffering does not change them at all. It keeps their souls dark and "inactive".
Okay back to the title of this blog post - it has been a long time since I actually wrote a blog post here. This topic has been mauling through my head these past couple of months. Thinking I don't need to write it, if they really want to know, they would do their own research on this fucked up system which appears to "heal" people from mental illnesses only to act as a overall silent killer of the human body. Today I decided fuck it, let's do this.
I was prescribed anti-psychotics, in this case a pill called Geodon, simply because I thought outside of the box and believed in PEOPLE HAVING SOULS, because I believed there is a reality outside of the physical reality, because I questioned the GODFORSAKEN SYSTEM, which is out to make people believe that outside of the parameters of their "box" there is nothing else for people to look forward to. It just proves how little value these motherfuckers actually put on the human soul. That your feelings and emotions do not count, that you are nothing as a person, but everything as a law abiding citizen (synonymous with braindead conformist zombie).
Thankfully I stopped drinking that fucking pills, because deep down, in my awakened state of "kundalini rising" I knew that shit was fucking poison, it was only five years after that I came upon an article saying that there is an OFFICIAL FDA warning out against anti-psychotics. Drinking that lethal poison could cause a fatal skin condition that can lead to fatal organ failure and diabetes.
I knew a friend I met online, she said she had spirit guides, but she also firmly believed that she had bipolar disorder and that she is depressive-psychotic to this day. Since she was diagnosed as such and had to go on an early retirement due to being declared medically unfit by mental health professionals. I told her she was deceiving herself and had to stop drinking the pills she was prescribed to take. I find it strange that someone with spirit guides, would lack the knowledge to see things as they really are. Or maybe the spirit guides are just sitting there, waiting in the background for her to wake the fuck up.
Since it is comfortable to live in a bubble where one does not need to take self-responsibility, where one does not need to define and find yourself. Where one does not need to do real and heavy soul searching. Because that shit is obviously hard as fuck. For some even terrifying. The same with fucking psychiatrists, psychologists, preachers etc - they are afraid to think for themselves, they keep to the rules that makes them "diagnose" and "pinpoint" people as they are told to do. Even when it comes to themselves. They need parameters to keep themselves snugly fit into a box, which makes "sense" to them, that requires no work on their part further on. And that in fact comes down to nothing but mental stagnation. And these are the assholes who deem themselves smart, and who abuse the Hippocratic oath - they don't help people, they help them die as "people" by breaking their souls down, piece by piece with their labels and stereotypes until there is nothing left of the person.
It is also ironic that these "smart" people would actually induce this type of treatment without researching the side effects thereof. Monkey see as monkey do, with their automatic and mechanical implementation thereof. Showing once again, proof of lazy minds and system dependent individuals, thinking that no harm can come from just doing as the system tells them to do.
It is always a massive relief, that the system actually acknowledges that their own SYSTEM is failing itself. Yet some people would still like to believe that the SYSTEM is not against ITSELF, and never plotting against its people. Because that is the easy life, a lack of questioning adds more locks to the comfort zone. Some people die in that comfort zone, one has to wonder, isn't it some curse they take with them to the other side, how can they benefit themselves and others with a barren soul? These are just plain dark souls, that due to their own" stick in the mud"-beliefs makes other people's lives intolerable. They don't want to see themselves, but they want to make life hell for those who do. Wonder why? Why do they want to come in the picture of the lives of those who are truly spiritual, when they don't want anything to do with spirituality? It makes me think once again - to learn to avoid these types of people at all costs, do not tell an idiot what they don't want to hear, unless you know it would make a real impact. However twisted that may sound.
If people fear to have souls, they fear to have hearts - hence the lack of empathy, soul and open-mindedness. I guess each of these dark souls need to realize to themselves what awful and unbearable people they have become. Change is a personal choice. No one is made this way or that way, no one is born a certain way, no one is born without a choice to CHANGE or to become a better (brighter shining) person.
It makes so much sense seeing that PSYCHOPATHS (your common zealot and conformist) have no empathy or minds of their own, that having a SOUL is of no use to them, and WOULD never make sense to the "robotic" state of mind.
I fucking hate society. Mainly because it is such a fake setup. Although we are told that we come here to learn, from heaven into a physical body to continue our spiritual evolution. I just don't see how if souls come back time and again, why they fail each time, making the same mistakes and holding the same lame ass beliefs that keeps holding them back. I guess some - with actual souls - must come back more times than once to realize what they refuse to believe through hardships etc. But it doesn't seem to help for some, suffering does not change them at all. It keeps their souls dark and "inactive".
Okay back to the title of this blog post - it has been a long time since I actually wrote a blog post here. This topic has been mauling through my head these past couple of months. Thinking I don't need to write it, if they really want to know, they would do their own research on this fucked up system which appears to "heal" people from mental illnesses only to act as a overall silent killer of the human body. Today I decided fuck it, let's do this.
I was prescribed anti-psychotics, in this case a pill called Geodon, simply because I thought outside of the box and believed in PEOPLE HAVING SOULS, because I believed there is a reality outside of the physical reality, because I questioned the GODFORSAKEN SYSTEM, which is out to make people believe that outside of the parameters of their "box" there is nothing else for people to look forward to. It just proves how little value these motherfuckers actually put on the human soul. That your feelings and emotions do not count, that you are nothing as a person, but everything as a law abiding citizen (synonymous with braindead conformist zombie).
Thankfully I stopped drinking that fucking pills, because deep down, in my awakened state of "kundalini rising" I knew that shit was fucking poison, it was only five years after that I came upon an article saying that there is an OFFICIAL FDA warning out against anti-psychotics. Drinking that lethal poison could cause a fatal skin condition that can lead to fatal organ failure and diabetes.
I knew a friend I met online, she said she had spirit guides, but she also firmly believed that she had bipolar disorder and that she is depressive-psychotic to this day. Since she was diagnosed as such and had to go on an early retirement due to being declared medically unfit by mental health professionals. I told her she was deceiving herself and had to stop drinking the pills she was prescribed to take. I find it strange that someone with spirit guides, would lack the knowledge to see things as they really are. Or maybe the spirit guides are just sitting there, waiting in the background for her to wake the fuck up.
Since it is comfortable to live in a bubble where one does not need to take self-responsibility, where one does not need to define and find yourself. Where one does not need to do real and heavy soul searching. Because that shit is obviously hard as fuck. For some even terrifying. The same with fucking psychiatrists, psychologists, preachers etc - they are afraid to think for themselves, they keep to the rules that makes them "diagnose" and "pinpoint" people as they are told to do. Even when it comes to themselves. They need parameters to keep themselves snugly fit into a box, which makes "sense" to them, that requires no work on their part further on. And that in fact comes down to nothing but mental stagnation. And these are the assholes who deem themselves smart, and who abuse the Hippocratic oath - they don't help people, they help them die as "people" by breaking their souls down, piece by piece with their labels and stereotypes until there is nothing left of the person.
It is also ironic that these "smart" people would actually induce this type of treatment without researching the side effects thereof. Monkey see as monkey do, with their automatic and mechanical implementation thereof. Showing once again, proof of lazy minds and system dependent individuals, thinking that no harm can come from just doing as the system tells them to do.
It is always a massive relief, that the system actually acknowledges that their own SYSTEM is failing itself. Yet some people would still like to believe that the SYSTEM is not against ITSELF, and never plotting against its people. Because that is the easy life, a lack of questioning adds more locks to the comfort zone. Some people die in that comfort zone, one has to wonder, isn't it some curse they take with them to the other side, how can they benefit themselves and others with a barren soul? These are just plain dark souls, that due to their own" stick in the mud"-beliefs makes other people's lives intolerable. They don't want to see themselves, but they want to make life hell for those who do. Wonder why? Why do they want to come in the picture of the lives of those who are truly spiritual, when they don't want anything to do with spirituality? It makes me think once again - to learn to avoid these types of people at all costs, do not tell an idiot what they don't want to hear, unless you know it would make a real impact. However twisted that may sound.
If people fear to have souls, they fear to have hearts - hence the lack of empathy, soul and open-mindedness. I guess each of these dark souls need to realize to themselves what awful and unbearable people they have become. Change is a personal choice. No one is made this way or that way, no one is born a certain way, no one is born without a choice to CHANGE or to become a better (brighter shining) person.
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