THE BIGGER PICTURE

I wrote this to an online group of new agers calling themselves angels incarnate:

BIGGER THAN YOU

So while being in this group in the past I have been ridiculed, attacked and harassed simply because I SAID GOD IS BIGGER THAN YOU.

Simply because I SAID SOMETHING IS MORE DIVINE THAN YOU.

I was misunderstood by many, by people who could NOT ACCEPT that SOMETHING BIGGER THAN THEM mattered more than their "angelic status" or the "angelic pedestal" they put themselves on.

I am back because I DECIDED to stop being FEARFUL of what people might think of me (after all it is about GOD AND NOT ME, THE MESSAGE AND NOT MY PERSONAL FEELINGS), because I TESTED THE PARAMETERS of their pride, and how much they VALUED THEIR EGO above anything else....

But while being attacked for SAYING we should serve and exist for something bigger than ourselves (or our "self-image") I learned valuable lessons.... the attacks on me TESTED MY OWN IMAGE OF SELF, it tested my OWN EGO... in fact I had to realize that WE ARE ALL HYPOCRITES in one way or the other.... I realized that I WAS NOT PERFECT either... although I never claimed to be perfect like some of those that called themselves "archangels incarnate or mother mary incarnate" etc... I ALWAYS knew that what makes one a true spiritual teacher IS ABOUT BEING HUMBLE, knowing and admitting your flaws...

Some said that I was acting like a messiah KNOWING ALL, that was false, I NEVER SAID I KNEW EVERYTHING, nor pretended to do so... all I said was "IF YOU GUYS ARE REALLY ANGELS, THEN YOU SHOULD KNOW EVERYTHING RIGHT?!" and they retaliated out of FEAR FOR BEING DISCOVERED for the "frauds" they were being on the attack mode and calling names... is it that BAD to admit that you SIMPLY DO NOT KNOW a thing, and that you TOO ARE IN FACT STILL SEARCHING like the rest of us??

(SOME WERE TRULY FRAUDS not having a freakin' clue what spirituality is really about while all they did was putting themselves on a pedestal and telling everyone how divine they are, and everyone who tells them otherwise are THEIR SWORN ENEMIES... boo hoo)

To end my little rant:

SOMETHING EXISTS FAR GREATER THAN ANY ONE OF US,
WE SHOULD LIVE FOR SOMETHING BIGGER THAN US,
WE SHOULD NOT SUCCUMB TO PRIDE THINKING WE ARE SOMETHING SPECIAL,
BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT LUCIFER DID,
AND HE LOST SIGHT OF HIS HEAVENLY PURPOSE,
WHEN HE DECIDED THAT HE WAS BIGGER THAN WHAT HE WAS CREATED FOR,
ANGELS DO NOT THINK THAT MUCH OF THEMSELVES REALLY,
THEIR EYES ARE GLUED ON THE PURPOSE FOR WHICH THEY EXIST,
THEIR FOCUS IS SINGLE ON WHAT THEY CAME HERE TO DO....
THEY DO NOT THINK THEMSELVES SUPERIOR TO THAT PURPOSE,
THEY DO NOT THINK THEY ARE SOMETHING SPECIAL,
THE ONLY THING THAT IS SPECIAL TO THEM IS THEIR MISSION,
THE ONLY THING THAT REALLY MATTERS TO THEM IS THE PURPOSE...

So you think you are an ANGEL huh?
DO you really have what it takes to not let pride cloud your vision?
are you capable to think less of yourself to defend a greater cause?
are you ready to succumb to something greater than yourself to serve the greater good?
are you prepared to lay down your life and your needs for those of others?

Can you truly say:

I AM NOTHING AND GOD IS EVERYTHING?
CAN YOU TRULY SAY SPIRIT IS GREATER THAN EGO?
ARE YOU READY TO REALLY SERVE?
TO FORGET ABOUT YOU AND LIVE FOR GOD AND ALL OTHERS?
TO LAY DOWN ME, MYSELF AND I?

IF NOT,
THEN YOU ARE PROBABLY NOT ANGEL MATERIAL...
FOR ANGELS KNOW BY RULE THAT GOD AND THE PURPOSE THEY LIVE FOR,
IS BY FAR MORE DIVINE THAN THEY COULD EVER BE!!!!!

Talking Demons And Darkness

 

 Those who talk about devils and demons,
I can respect people who talk about darkness,
Those who do not only focus on the Light,
Because those who only talk about Angels and fairy dust...

Well it is they you should watch out for,
Those who live in denial of darkness,
They cannot show you the Light...
Because they live in fear of the darkness.

Those who acknowledge the darkness have conquered the darkness,
Those who have faced the darkness have found a way through the wilderness,
Trust in those who do not live in ignorance of the night,
They know how to get you out of it.

Panic Stations

WATCH YOURSELF BEFORE YOU WRECK YOURSELF!!!

These new ager freaks with their messiah complexes going on seem so stressed out hitting panic stations - they are here to save the world, every single person before the end of the world talks...

I am here to tell you chill the fuck out... WTF, while being heavily indoctrinated by new age beliefs I had the same sick symptoms...

But it was only after I realized that I was not the messiah etc. That I woke up, I mean really woke the fuck up realizing that I was NOT GOD and therefore not under any obligation to save or try to save anyone... And that it is between them and God, and has nothing to do with me... That I went on a permanent "messiah vacation"...

What a relief!!!!!

Time is running out, do not spend it on shit...trying to save people that do not need your saving etc...

If you cannot spiritually grow and learn from it, drop it, leave them alone...sometimes you have to learn that you have reached a certain point with certain people - that you learned all you can from them, and that there is really nothing holding you bound to them, and that is when you move on.

Yeah everyone wants to make a difference, but this messiah shit is dangerous where people willfully lose themselves in others getting hurt.

I am glad I am not jesus, or any god meaning I have no responsibility over all people, or some responsibility if I do not do it I die and go straight to hell... Imagine these people thinking they are the messiah here to save all, and what if they fail to save ALL? Straight to hell, no matter how hard they tried to helped them, no?

Sometimes you just have to let go and let the real God take care of things.

Sometimes you just do not have to give a fuck!!!!

Who the fuck cares in anyway, better question who must care?

Live and let live or else you'll burn yourself out and end up being a burned out messiah complex case!!!!

Who the fuck cares what others do and do not do, and where they are at in their spiritual growth?!!!!!

Why must anyone give a fuck when each person has their own journey to travel and must learn things on their own time?!

Trusting The New Ager

Okay new agers when you wonder why I do not join your sites and workshops nor cheer you on in your cause this is why!!!

So a new ager drops me this note:

"...why don't you trust Indigo Children? And if it were a select few I could understand, but as a whole? We're all different? What reason have I given to be untrustworthy?"

The same new ager writes:

"I need clarity and inner peace: Lately I've just been totally filled up with crap from friends, family, and family of my other half. Why is it that so many people can be so negative and blindly take it out on me and say it's in God's name? I'm not Christian any more. I'll never be Chrsitian again. I can't be. So that makes me subject to judgment. Indigo Children are a mix of many religions and beliefs. What connects us is what's on the inside right? I think I just need more Indigos in my life. I'm tired of these judgemental people who are too ignorant to see how their energy affects me. I'm really tired and drained..."

So I go and write her a response with the TRUST ISSUE in mind; the "know all new ager" wanted an answer remember:

You asked why I do not trust indigos - well you seek people who won't judge you... Well the myriad people who associate themselves with the label indigo I have encountered are judgemental like crazy... You know why? Because they think they are the only Ones that are special; all knowing and all high... They seek to bring unity amongst people; they speak about oneness amongst people; humans; yet they believe they are DIFFERENT from those they seek to bring "oneness" to and about. They think they are more divine than others!!!!

What I can say to you: well if you are indeed an indigo here to radiate unconditional Love and bring change about here on Earth then why do you not start with your family you so now despise - why not get a bloody will attitude change and affect those in your immediate atmosphere in a POSITIVE way with your magical powers of "love and light" and stir within them or bring about in them an attitude change?

If you have the power to change people's attitudes - why seek fault with them and scold them; why judge and criticize them; in plain english - why HATE them so?

Now if you indigo folk are only a select few; a royal nation or whatever the f_u_c_k you think you are... Then changes you must bring forth must begin in small amounts as well too since you are a small elite group you just cannot be like some BIG BANG all of sudden affecting the entire world all at once Like SOME BIG WORLD WIDE (GLOBAL) CHANGE - since many of you think that is what you are and believe me I am still struggling to find or see the over all change you are yet to bring and said you did bring with you on this journey... But my point being made - if you are a small baby group of people; then the changes you must bring must be in small amounts then charity must begin at home; why not start with your family and immediate surroundings? Do not run away from them then when you are supposed to have these super powers of Love... Do not seek to be different from them then when you are supposed to bring oneness amongst mankind!!!!

Also if anything indigo's better be doing what Jesus was all about - since he too was into all this "love and light" crapeola thing.... So if you then do not call yourself a christian and refuse to do so then you refuse to acknowledge that JESUS was an indigo child too and therefore reject his "love and light" doctrine for some other twisted version of a "love and light" belief system which I believe is exactly what you "indigos" are up to and that is exactly the reason why I loathe you and others of your ilk!

A Life Spend On Lies Of Superpowers

Some new agers seriously need a NAM-detox...you'll never know what you really have when you lose some god awful things - like toxic  beliefs for instance.

Questions I answered:

1) Q: What is your superpower?
A: The knowledge that I do not have any: so that I can help those unfortunate delusional freaks out of their illusion who believe they have super powers... that is how I fight "demons" farking with the minds of ignorant individuals --- telling them "no you are not some super powerful magical being; you are just a normal human; deal with it and stop deceiving people thinking you are some messiah here to save humanity"... in short words: my super power is being real with myself so that I can help others out of their self-delusion to the Truth.

2) Q: I'm going to plug up that volcano with my superpowers!?
A: Uhhm what about causing a TSUNAMI and cleaning the Earth LMFAO... there are really people that think they can do this; I PITY THEM... because the harder they try making it happen and dreaming about having powers they don't really have LIFE GOES THEM BY and they cease to really enjoy life via finding true meaning and peace other than going on EGOTISTIC PURSUITS that will never realize (they'll never really be the super powerful gods they claim to be)!!!



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There are a lot of new agers claiming to have these awesome superpowers you know... but the second question I answered about wasting your life thinking you have them is the worst part of this "superpower mania".

Why?

Because if you think you are some messiah or super powerful "god" here to save humanity you'll let that obsession consume you, and there are actually some of these new agers that try to live their delusions out...

For instance the "Goddess" Isis incarnate creates a webpage or online forum for people who think they are divine... and as I have seen a load of men claiming to be Archangel Metatron creating FACEBOOK profiles calling themselves as such and lending their "services" online... wow.. even archangel MICHAEL is on FACEBOOK ya all, how far will this go... and there are lots of them claiming to be the same archangel incarnate too - so I guess there are many facebook profiles the same archangel created by some delusional freak thinking they are this or that archangel. wow

And obviously there are a lot of people thinking they are the messiah creating their own fan pages and online forums too...wow

But to cut to the chase I believe if you think you have these superpowers you really lack you will be wasting your life away... I mean they would spend ages and all of their time on their "work" playing Angel or saviour of mankind... surely it must be HARD work, there's no time to lose right? When people must be saved and you only have a short time before the end of the world hahaha

But I just realized that I am happy to not BE the messiah, I am happy I don't have that responsibility to spend all my time on others instead of on myself - since that is how these "light workers" must really be; they must love others more than they love themselves; always having more time for others than they actually have for themselves... that is what unconditional love should be... giving of yourself selflessly and unconditionally; being all you live for, for the comfort and sake of others.

Oh thank God I am not that... I do however believe that these new ager messiah freaks are losing themselves in a bunch of lies in their whole process of serving humanity; especially since they aren't even what they say they are.


Due to their deluded state of mind they believe that others are the only ones needing spiritual growth and time for meditation; since they believe they are PERFECT in that department.

WRONG... you can never be perfect if you lie to yourself nor allow yourself to be consumed by a load of lies taking your life over.

They spend so much time on others and this fake image they have of themselves that they barely have time to look at themselves - to really deal with themselves... I guess that is how they run away from their true selves; a sweet escape to avoid the Self trailing off in lies.

You cannot heal nor ever truly be at Peace if you run away from yourself without being humble before God - the Source of healing... now if you think you are GOD you'll never find that serenity of soul; that inner calmness that only the real God can provide.

You Don't Have Psychic Powers Dude

Why new agers resort to Trolling

I recently had a brief encounter with someone who called herself a "white lighter". So the common belief among the new ager zealots is that indigos, light workers, starseeds and what have you are psychic and must have the second Sight... But through all my experience with these types of "label obsessed" people have I not once really met one of them who could read and understand my true intentions.

Well being someone who expose frauds to help people, you'll always be seen as some type of threat, instead of someone helping others see the Truth, to make them see clearly what is really going on - to me that is HELPING someone, but unfortunately you get people who do not want such aid on their spiritual journey which means that they aren't really on a spiritual journey to begin with if they just love to indulge in illusion and get consumed by pretty lies to escape reality... A true spiritual person has a firm idea and seeking knowledge of what reality is, instead of just surrendering to what seems like a good reality to be in...there is no clarity of mind in such individuals who confuse personal "reality or truth" with reality - the Universal Truth if you will, free of mental illusion. I honestly can't see how trying to bring light (Truth) to the minds of others can make someone a so called "dark worker". LMAO

Now to come back to the so called "white lighter", this was an individual that came to me accusing me of falsehoods, of which included "attempting to steal her friend's boyfriend to wearing a mask of being a white lighter myself, yet was called a dark one and called a fake white lighter".... What I am saying with this is that apart from her calling me a fake "light worker" she further falsely accused and attacked me, saying I wanted her friend's boyfriend, apparently because her friend was a little brat telling lies feeling "threatened by me in some way"...and this "white lighter" chick couldn't see past her friend's lies to the Truth, that I never wanted her friend's boyfriend... And yet she went on and on, about how "evil" and "dark" I am just because her friend told her that about me, so completely consumed by the lying stories her friend told her about "me" which was totally false and inaccurate... It was never my intention to steal someone's boyfriend....but the little brat just had to make up stories and get someone to believe it to come and attack me - the "white lighter" who came to harass me in the name of the brat, who just wanted to hurt me making up stupid stories, unable to fight her own battles. This "white lighter" defending her friend's lies just went on and on how evil and dark I am, the more I told her I was never interested in her friend's supposed boyfriend.


To make a long story short - if any person who calls themselves "white lighter", light worker, starseed, indigo, angel incarnate etc. and are incapable to discern the Truth, when they are supposed to be these highly evolved spiritual people as in psychic mediums, and they keep on accusing you of false things, and keep on telling and believing lies...then they are true frauds pretending to be something they could never ever be!!!!!

Racist New Agers



new age hypocrisy about Unity amongst mankind just cracks me up...hahaha



I don't think the new ager should judge others regarding prejudice since I got called a Racist by a woman (new ager who calls herself some angel incarnate)  because I said something about black people.

Now here's the Laughing Core of the matter:

I am a white woman living in Africa; I was born in Africa and still live amongst the black people IN AFRICA; yet the woman who called me a racist HATED BLACKS so much being a citizen of South Africa that she JUST HAD TO MOVE and EMIGRATE to AUSTRALIA.

I am like What the f|u|c|k seriously? You call me a racist and hater of black people but you FEAR the black people in Africa soOoo much hating them for the crime they commit etc. that you just cannot stand proud to call yourself a South African because the blacks give South Africa a BAD NAME; so you would reject them and their culture (and your white Boere culture) to take on a totally different Culture on another bloody continent for f|u|c|k|s sakes...

Really do not call someone a racist before looking at your own actions and behaviour in life towards other races.

If you MOVE to another Country because of the Black Political status in Africa; fearing political oppression from Black people... Then who is really the most EXTREMIST between the two of us?

Not me; I am still in Africa - a white amongst Black people... You ran away because you couldn't stand proud in your own skin; you couldn't handle the pressure of being different amidst a black population... If you flee a Country because of RACIAL REASONS - and call someone a racist who is still in your Country of Birth then who is really racist?

Come on, be real you freakin' hypocrite!!!

And the best of all is that you are one of those "love and lighter" new agers; believing in LOVE for all? So what the hell happened to Love for "all" when you decided you won't tolerate Blacks in your vaccinity (living surroundings) any more? So you ran from the Blacks meaning you ran from "loving" them due to your racial intolerance so as to "reject" Africa and its people taking on a new Australian identity.

It just amazes me how far Hypocrisy really can go... Especially if you preach Love and Pure Love for ALL and say that ALL people are ONE... People who do not walk the talk never cease to amuse me one bit!!!!

This same woman harassed me for other reasons - other than racist issues; calling me a bully of some sorts because I am not afraid to tell the Truth some people are afraid of by hiding behind a fake self; like this woman.

So if I make someone face themselves I am a "bully"... OKAY whatever *sigh* Don't call me s*h*i*t before you can't face your own s*h*i*t without Puking at the rot of your own stinking corruption!!!!

As an end note I would just LOVE TO ADD: you know what as a New ager you believe of a heaven coming to Earth type of thing at the end of 2012 called the Ascension in new age terminology... So if you run away from Africa; rejecting Africa then it must mean that Ascension won't be a Global thing at all - maybe only appointed to the Countries where Whites flee suppression of the Blacks; so what you are actually saying calling yourself a "white lighter/angel incarnate/indigo brat/light worker" is that you are incapable to shine Light; correction "your divine light" in South Africa because it is Black and you have lost all faith in the "Black Land".

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WOW!!! What an eye opener received from how easily "new agers" lose faith in people and certain parts of the world; meaning that new agers cannot bring the Heaven on Earth they promise and send out into the world. WHAT A SCAM!!! And yes f|u|c|k you twice new ager scum!!!!